cynthiaxy

When movement becomes a lifestyle..

2011-02-22T01:13:00.000+08:00

BITCHES.....BITCH. SO BE IT.

2010-12-12T01:54:00.002+08:00

Because you guys are special to me.

2010-11-21T22:39:00.000+08:00

So much to say yet I don't know where to start. Thank you ah soo. It prob meant nth to you, but it meant the whole world to me.

The beginning.

2010-10-17T23:17:00.000+08:00

Changed a new blogskin finally. Haven't been blogging since forever and this is gonna be another short post. I know I promised fan account for AOM, but I just can't find the feel to write one. But I will write it sooner or later. 6 days of exitement.

Anyway, I finally met the man who brought me into kpop yesterday. On 18th birthday. Kim Jaejoong. If I'm only allowed one word to describe him. It will be flawless. He's flawless in everyway.

And about my birthday. It's the most awesome one ever. Recieved tons of birthday wishes on facebook, twitter, via sms. Thank you everyone.

Especially to JYLE and relatives...oh and maid. :) The surprise was so surprising. xD

Thank you Liuhwa for spending the afternoon with me. :)

Thank you chacha and dj for the birthday wishes on facebook. It meant alot to me!

And thank you pabo Minchul. It probably mean nothing to you, but it mean the whole world to me. Your birthday wishes mean alot to me. Thank you. <3

I'm 18 now, and there's so many thing I wanna do. I should start by buying lottery. Maybe I will win some money. *thinks*

With love and respect.

THE AOM EFFECT.

2010-09-26T12:27:00.000+08:00

FAN ACCOUNT WILL BE UP SOON 8D

Money can't buy me love.

2010-08-31T01:46:00.002+08:00

MONEY MONEY MONEY~

I still can't believe that Big Bang is coming.. Oh you mean Big Bang is coming? :O /stares into space

권지용 생일축하합니다!

2010-08-17T22:59:00.000+08:00

권지용 생일축하합니다! 사랑해 영원히~

Finally you're 23 years old(Korean age)! I still remember that young boy I fall for when I watch Big Bang documentary. I've never regretted falling for you. I'm so glad I met you, know you, love you. You're my inspiration. I love how you're always shy infront of camera but so strong when performing on stage. I love how you change your hairstyle but it all suits you. I love you being humble. I love you messing around with baby. I love you varing for your group member. I love you loving your family. I love you being you.

The same day last year you released your first ever full lenght solo album. Met all kind of obstavle but nothing stopped you, because you're G-Dragon. And VIPs trust you. No matter what you do in the past, now and in the future, we'll always be here supporting you, supporting big bang.

I thank your parents for giving birth to such a wonderful boy like you. Continue bringing us great music and performance. And stay healthy! That's really important! :)

I really hope I will see you at least once in my entire life. I promise I will fly to Korea to meet you one day. Wait for me alright! <3

Lastly enjoy your 23rd birthday boy!

So I'm gonna give all my secrets away..

2010-07-18T14:08:00.003+08:00

I'm a girl.
I live in Singapore.
I'm still 17 till october.
I love boys.
I'm overweight.
I'm weird.
I'm timid.
I act like a kid sometimes.
I get oblivious to other people's feeling often.
I tweet alot, to the extend of spamming.
I often do not know what I really want.
I don't know how to make decision of my own.
I have no sense of direction.
I'm not taken care of by my parents since young, I live with my grandmother and my nanny until Primary 2.
I'm the type of person that needs attention and love.
I'm blood type O but I highly suspect that.
I've never been in a relationship before.
I love Shin Minchul.
I hate playing games, any kind of games.
I hate exercising.
I love KPOP.
I love to eat.
I love to cry.
I love my family.
I love and hate my sister.
I love my friends

and lastly...

I love JYLE.

Kindest boys ever. That's U-Kiss.

2010-06-27T16:27:00.005+08:00

Gonna start my fan account of U-Kiss now. No pictures thou. Didn't take much of them. :)

Day 1: Saturday, 190610

Stayed overnight at Jacq's place on friday. Got up and had breakfast then I had to go for Korean lessons with Hana. Finished up the present I prepared for the boys with Jacq after my lessons, dinner, and went to IMM to line up.

Not much people around when we were there, around 30 people. Security came and told us that we are nbot allowed overnight Q-ing so we had a deal with them to disperse and come back later. So that's what we did. Went to Mc and I bought happy meal! Came with ginger bread man. It actually make a very annoying sound, and omg I totally love it. Named it Soohyun. :'D

(I'm being really draggy LOL)

After that went back out when the mall was closing. Met with Ris and the rest, sat down and they started telling ghost story. It totally creep me out~ We noticed the girls infront were really loud so we went to asked them if they could keep their volume down politely. They didn't stop after that, so we went again. But oh well, kids. They continued. We were like forget it, but suddenly, they came over with loud music blasting. We tried to talk to them nicely but they acted like Ah Lians, got into a quarrel but we decided to ignore them, and continue with whatever we were doing. They gave up soon after. Kids. LOL

After that one of them was like want us to talked it out, but nothing get into their brain. They don't get our point you see. They even smoke infront of us. I bet they are only 16 okay.

Day 2: Sunday, 200610

Waited till morning for Hana and Nab to come over to "change shift". Me and Jacq were like half dead already. Got back to her house, bath, collected our stuffs and head to the airport. Met Cailin and Sharkfin there. Waited for U-Kiss to come out. :)

I can't really remember this part well, everything passes by too fast, it still haven't get into my head yet. TSo they walked out. There were running and screaming here and there. Soohyun was the first to be out. He's so gorgeous. I cried after they got into their mini-van/bus. The boys kept their smile all the way. That's how nice they're. :')

Rushed back to IMM after that, we were at the front. (Y) Spazz a little here and there while waiting for them. Wrote a post-it with my name on it and also pin a paper with "Soohyun, give ma a Hi-5!" with my KissMe Soohyun badge. xD

When they arrived, the screaming and everything was crazy! Took pictures of them(mostly Soohyun only) but in the end gave up and changed into taking vids so that I can just stare at him. Soohyun's reactions on the atage is priceless. T____T

Got up on the stage for the fansign soo after. Dongho was the first. He smiled to us when we were still at the stairs waiting to go up the stage. Gave him the candy and he smile and said thank you :), I said "Call be Noona" but maybe I was too soft. He didn't hear me. :( Shook his hand and went to next member. I can't actually rmb who was first and 2nd. My mind was dead then. Anyway, Eli said "Thank you, Cynthia~" when I gave him the candy. Kiseop smiled at me when I did. Kibum was totally happy when he see the sweet, Xander told me my eyes is beautiful~, Kevin wrote my name on the album. :') Shook hand with all of them. xD Most imptly Soohyun, I can't even speak when I was infront of him. Just stared at him signing my album. == When he finished signing the album, he looked up and wanted to shake my hand, I put my hand in the way that look like a "No" then he was blur, so I pointed to the note I wrote and said Hi-5 before he got it. Omg now that I think of it..what have I done?! D: After that he shook my hand, saod byebye and I went off the stage. I kept looking from the stair and he saw me then wave to me again. T____T < I was like this after that.

Sticked around until they left after that, then head to Mediacorp for SSS. Big thanks to Cordy for the ticketttts! :'D If it wasn't her, I wouldn't have the chance to go for it already. Ukissmesg passed around balloons when we were inside, wrote my love for Soohyun on it. xD It appeared on TV but super small. == The atmosphere for the whole show was awesome. KissMes are the best! <3 When the boys came out, the screaming doesn't stop. They performed ManManHaNi. Soohyun weared only a vest and we can see his abs whenever he dances. *faints* They did an interview but I can barely hear them because of all the screaming. xD

After the show, I head off to St.James to line up. Jacq wanted to join me after going home to remove her makeup but there were no more last bus/train. :( Luckily there's Ris there. Stayed up the whole night again, then the rest came. I went hoem to bath and got a power nap before heading there again.

(Shall skip straight to the showcase part)

Day 3: Monday, 210610

They performed "Binguel Binguel" first. After the perf, they stand in a row to be interviewed. Soohyun was at my side. :') I waved my balloon and he saw it. He gave a wave to me and I died. But he never looked in my direction after that. T____T

The whole show was awesome. They are so so so so so friendly. Fan service totally the best. Hana shouted to Kiseop "Saraghae" and he look in the direction and mouthed "Me too" in Korean. Eli also said I love you too when Hana shouted, 'Eli, I Love You." Dongho touched Nab hands and she cried. :') Kevin gained another nick by Xander, MERVIN. Kevin hugged Cordy on the stage. I was so happy for her. ;~;

Jacq cried after the showcase because Xander didn't look in her direction at all. :( I cried, but I don't know why I cried. Fail. Went home to rest after that.

Day 4: Tuesday, 220610

This is the day that I will rmb for life.

Woke up at around 10 plus and read news that some girls went up to U-Kiss hotel room and that Soohyun got hurt after going back to the hiotel last night. I losed control and cried. Soohyun have an old injury and they did that. If you really love your idols, you shouldn't hurt them but why? I really can't stop crying when I heardt that. I wish that the one that got hurt was me and not him..

Went airport at 1pm to wait for U-Kiss. Sat at starbuck with Jacq, Hana and Aki . Looked at all the pictures Hana took and cheered up a little. Steph and Cailin came later too.

Walked outside T2 to wait for the boys around 7. Talked with some other KissMes too. Ukissmesg admins came after that. They were talking about forming a human barricade to protect the boys. Cailin and me talked to the security about how they're going to escort the boys in. We kept telling them what happened at the hotel and to keep the boys really safe.

Suddenly some of the ukissmesg girls came over and said they are gonna stand infront of us. I understand that they want to protect the boys. I want them to be safe as much as they do. I'm not even the kind of fan that will scream when I see my fav boys. What I wasn't happy about was how they just came and stood infront of us without telling. I admit I was too much for shouting but I really wasn't happy, and I was super worried about the boys. I hope one of them will see this. I'm really really sorry for shouting at all of you. I'm really sorry. I didn't mean it. I'm sorry.

Anyway, another Steph then said for us to add into the barricade, I can't remember what happened after that. The boys came. We walked in with arms linking to protect them. I sprained my ankle twice, the people infront fall, I fall, people fall on my feet. My feet can't get out. I feel helpless and was crying because I'm worried about the boys. Fans crushing us, throwing presents at the boys. U-Kiss's manager tried to helped me but can't because my feet was stucked. He helped the other girls that fall on my feet, Soohyun hold me and helped me up. I was crying and really helpless. Kept asking the boys to moved on but they still helped us up. After we got up, the boys continued then I fall again, crying there. I can't even walked to send them anymore. Some girls came and helped me to sit at the side, we were all crying. I hugged Gillian and all. Didn't stop crying for around 30 mins. All this time, I'm super worry about the boys. But luckily, they didn't fell or anything.

Although our barricade wasn't that successful, but it will be worst if we didn't do it. Thank you to ukissmesg and the person who came up with the idea. I'm really sorry that I upsetted all of you at first. I really am. I don't know what I can do to make it up. But I'm really sorry.

This will be the end of my fan account. I'm crying right now while recalling what happened. I miss them, I really do. But please DO NOT come to Singapore again. I rather fly to Korea myself.

Thank you for reading and sorry for being so long-winded.

(not gonna write about beast, kinda dissapointed)

COUNTING DOWN.

2010-06-18T02:19:00.000+08:00

2 MORE DAYS TO U-KISS FM. OMFG. I AM SO DAMN ESSITED. XD

I'm gonna see this guy soon~ <3

8Dv

KLUB!

2010-06-15T02:03:00.001+08:00

A video of how Klub is like. :'D Many people were asking about it kekekeke!

Mad fun in Klub with JYLE last saturday. They should make this a monthly thing really! xD Anyway enjoy the vid.

They played T-Max's new song you knowwww~ Omgggg~ xDDDDD

U-U-U-U-KISS HEY~ SHOCK!

2010-06-05T23:11:00.002+08:00

OH YESH. I'M TRYING TO SHOW OFF MY TIX. MUAHAHAHAHA! XD Next will be Sundown~ <33

Don't be rude.

2010-06-04T01:00:00.000+08:00

Hubby's haor totally give me a sense of security. LOL

Anyway enjoy peepo! :D they're so awesome~ <3

Rebirth

2010-06-01T22:19:00.002+08:00

BORN TO THE MAX. COMING SOON!

Tell me goodbye.

2010-05-17T19:09:00.000+08:00

MV finally out! Need I say more? Yongie is so hot. <33

Watch it!

Sometimes things just doesn't work the way you want it to.

2010-05-15T20:52:00.000+08:00

Tons of stuff happens lately. I had a fight with my mom over money issues. I just don't get it why must she always be so selfish. I wanted to take Korean lessons and I asked if she can sponsored me to and she refused because she found it useless, so I suggested that I paid for myself and asked if I can get my allowance for next month first and she's still like no, why I must take up the lessons.

She just doesn't understand me. I need to do whatever she want me to. Even my future is like decided by her but why can't she allow me to do things that I like? Dad spoke up for me and ended up fighting with her, Dad is not young anymore. He's almost 70, do you expect him to still work? If you found it a mistake to marry dad then you could have leave him. Why give birth to us and regret now. Why say things that hurt our feelings. Stop calling uncle and aunt. I don't give a shit. I'm turning 18 soon. I'm old enough to make my own decision. I do not like to be bonded with the hospital why force me. Just because of money. I'm not a money maker.

I'm currently looking for jobs so that I can support myself. Found one at a restaurant as well as SOL mart. Hopefully I will have enough money for U-Kiss and Sundown. I MUST GO.

Sometimes I really hate my life.

Code.

2010-05-15T20:33:00.000+08:00

Been some time since my last post eh. My readers are all gone T___T I'm trying to update more often but life as a fangirl and student is very busy ya know. I wonder what will happen when I become an working adult. I doubt I will be able to juggle work and fangirl-ing~ But I will never give up life as a fangirl Ir's the only thing that makes my pathetic life colouful. Without it, it will be colourless..

Anyway, I got into JE/JPOP recently, I won't call myself a hardcore fan of it yet, but I'm working really hard with the help of Jacq. MY SENSEI! XD I'm gonna take some time to intro my first ever Jap bias and how I got into JE.

Saw the guy around 0:33 pressing the black thing in his hand? His name is Nishikido Ryo/锦户亮, and yes he's my first ever bias in JE. :D Jacq showed me the other day and I fall for him almost instantly. I was totally like 我会恋爱~(I will fall in love~) when he wiggles his eyebrow around 1:36 xD

Now let me introduce a solo song of his. My favorite song too. It's called 'Code'. For the chorus of the song all you can hear is "Yeah" repeating. That's the CODE, because he didn't dare to confess his love to the girl he had to use a code. Romantic right~ <3 Shall not crap more. Listen to it! xD

He's mine so don't you dare touch him! *ROAR*

Back to the basics.

2010-04-24T19:02:00.002+08:00

Don't ask me why this post title is called 'back to the basics'. I just feel like using it. XD Been ages since my last post and I'm back. Don't worry, I haven't been missing out on kpop, just don't feel like blogging.

School restarted. Back to a student life. Somehow, I'm kinda glad about it. Starting from 2.2, learning fun things for this whole sem 8D Will be going for special attachment at IMH and KK soon. So looking forward to it man~ xD

Ordered Yongie's 'Shine A Light' DVD. I'm so gonna watched it I-do-not-know-how-many-times a day~ Just like what I did to my seoul'd out dvd xD

And I also bought LG L-O-L-L-I-P-O-P~ 8D A very chio phone xD

Went to fetch Jang Geunsuk at the airport on thursday with Jacq,Hana,Amelia,Hidayah and Cailin. 8Dv Awesome meeting. He was so damn friendly kay, not like some people. He walked really slowly and smile yo us. He even waved at me and clicks when we scream 'Hyung-nim'! You can hear my voice in the fancams Hana and Amelia took! xD I didn't take any fancam because my phone no batt =..=

Pikachul is in Japan now, I so envy Jap fans man. They always get to see T-Max! In actual fact..most kpop artist! T-T By the way, my ajjusshi nampyeon changed his hairstyle and it's damn epic man. Dread locks xDDD I LMAO EVERYTIME I SEE IT! (It kinda makes me happy too) ;)

I THINK HE LOOKS HOT KTHXBAI.

I wanna intro Jay's new song too. Clouds, a collab with Dumbfoundead and Clara. 8D As usual, he sound amazing. The lyrics to the song is so meaningful. Do listen to it! With this I'm out. I wonder when is the next time I will be blogging again. I'm losing all my readers T-T

cr:Dumbfoundead@yt

Lyrics:

[Clara]
Roll~
Roll back the clouds.
Let the sun shine through.

[Dumbfoundead]
Dumbfoundead Jay Park (AOM) Clara C
To all the people out there
going through some tough times, this ones for you.

Yo, theres
light at the end of the tunnel I havent seen it
Not all of us become
rockstars and ballerinas
Even in California, the sun aint always
beaming
Cant predict the forecast for all four seasons
We have
dark days, cant make your card payments
Working no whack-ass job,
living in Moms basement
Some lands never get rain, so theres
starvation
Some only see snow through neighborhood car faces (?)
Not
everything is set in stone, the weather changes
Its like God, and
the devils trying to entertain us.
Walked through the treacherous
storm and overcame it
Its never been an easy path on the road to
greatness
So dont you give me that boo hoo hoo shit
We movin on
to that new new new shit
Look up into the clouds and watch them blow
away
Until my problems just go away

[Clara] When the
clouds are in the sky
Note that theyre just passing by,
Till the
sun shine
If your days are stormy nights,
Dry the raindrops from
your eyes,
Therell be sun shine

[Jay] Yo, everybody
works hard for their goals to achieve
But like the ocean and sea,
Man,
the motion is free
So nothing ever adds up the way we want it to
I
guess my math teacher was just a substitute
Everybody hits some
rough patch, turbulences in the sky
Lifes a cow, I made a burger,
and Im serving it with some fries
Gotta make do with the cards were
dealt
And though its hard as hell,
I know that God will help
Cos
although I live in Seattle,
Its not always gonna rain
Therell
be some sunny days
Coming up this way
Everybody wanted to see me
struggling,
Running away from pain
But I know that wondrous things
are coming to visit again some day
So no worries, I just stand with
the smirk on my face
Although I know some people out there throwing
dirt on my name
But its all good, (its all good) I still show them
some love
Cos unlike that girl in the movie, I aint holding no
grudge

[Clara] When the clouds are in the sky
Note that
theyre just passing by,
Till the sun shine
If your days are
stormy nights,
Dry the raindrops from your eyes,
Therell be sun
shine

Ive been a little lost,
But Im not color blind
Ill
follow the yellow brick road, put my fears behind

I, I, I, I
I,
I, I, I

And on a yellow road
I found a wishing well
Cast a
line, and in time I'll know prevail.

I love the lyrics to the song. Bummie's rap is omg purrrfect. Read his rap carefully. *winks*

AND HURRAY IT'S THAT VERY ONE MAN 23rd BIRTHDAY TOMORROW. 8Dv

With love and respect,
Payce and out.

Music

2010-04-09T20:28:00.000+08:00

Look at this. My boyfriend is born to be on stage. :) He pawns. Btw, if you gaiz wanna watch the rest of the performance go to allkpop acc on yt :)

I wanna introduce to you gaiz this Jame ha and Johnny phlo

Listen! :D I love James Ha voice like serious. We need more talents like thia man. Johnny Phlo is really good too. xD

Dead.

2010-04-07T04:11:00.000+08:00

Wondering why I haven't been blogging? That's because my life's boring nowadays. I'm jobless and stuck at home because I'm broke. Saving up for albums, dvd, sundown 2010 and incase any kpop artist coming.

Cailin came today and we ate Kimchi Jigae 8Dv Stuff ouselves like mad again. Haven't had a proper meal for weeks. Oh my gastric~

Anyway, Yunhwa is leaving T-Max to serve the army for 2 years T-T My pretty boy, stay healthy, eat well and sleep well kay. <3!

My mum finally allowed me to have the desktop in the room. *grins* It's cool. I finally have some privacy. I finally watch Avatar and Percy Jackson. I love movies. :D Sam and Logan are prection okay. But Minchul pawns.

Yongie bb, wait for me, I will order your dvd once witz is accepting orders. A must get man xD

That's all.

Payce and out.

Who is that?

2010-04-02T16:20:00.002+08:00

cr:jayparkaom

Need I say more? WATCH IT! :D

Sad Music

2010-04-02T10:19:00.000+08:00

cr:AsianMusicVideoHD@yt

You gaiz need to listen to this. Brave Brothers music is prection.

I wake up as a happy fangirl.

2010-03-26T09:07:00.001+08:00

I'M VERY VERY VERY HAPPY TODAY BECAUSE LOOK! T-MAX HAS A NEW MAKNAE! PARK HAN BI. HE'S SUPER CUTE! I'M HAVING ANOTHER CUTE BROTHER-IN-LAW NOW! /grins

Another thing is..T-MAX IS GONNA MAKE THEIR COMEBACK REAL SOON! asdfghjklghjkl: OMGGGGGGGGG!

Now I know why my husband so excited thsi few days. Keep asking if I'm happy anot. YESH, SHIN MINCHUL I AM VERY VERY HAPPY(because I've you /bricked xD) Now. let's show some love to Hanbi and make him feel welcome! :D

Read the news : HERE!

RUN RUN RUN AWAY.

2010-03-21T14:59:00.001+08:00

Officially ended my attachment. Will blog when I'm in the mood to, as well as to change my blogskin. It's time for a new one. I'm not in a good mood today actually. Family issues. Friends issues.

I want to run away like epik high song.

cr:AsianMusicVideoHD@yt

Run, run, run away….
Run, run, run away….
Run, run, run away….
No matter how much I run (I can’t escape from it).
Run, run, runaway.
If I look back while running (You’re still there).
[Mithra's Verse]

It’s pitch dark.
The world moves on too fast.
I’m the only one who’s limping on both legs.
The path I must walk is endless.
What’s at the end of this path?
Are you going there knowing about it?
Will I learn the answers if I go there with my eyes closed?
The sky that never responds to a such question.
The two arms tied up by a daily life is too heavy to embrace dreams.
I’m scared, I’ve been abandoned locked away.
Just for today run somewhere like your crazy.

[Bridge]

Run till you can touch the sky with your hands.
Run till your heart is filled with your dreams.

Everybody run, run, run away…
No matter how much I run (I can’t escape from it).
Everybody run, run, runaway…
If I look back while running (You’re still there).

You got me runnin’ runnin’ runnin’ around.
Down, down, down.
You got me runnin’ runnin’ runnin’ around.
Down, down, down.
You got me runnin’ runnin’ runnin’ around.
Down, down, down.
Away…
No matter how much I run, I’m still on the same spot.

[Tablo's Verse]

My life is a rainy night that rains 365 days.
Heart that gets smaller in every 24 hours.
I even hid the small comma and its tail,
then the future that awaits me becomes a period…
But carry the new day on your shoulder and run.
What am I running towards?
Weather if the sun’s setting or I if I’m loosing…
I don’t know.
But I go.
Keep on runnin’ runnin’ runnin’ high.
I’m the young star that has been abandoned by the galaxy.

[Bridge]

Run till you can touch the sky with your hands.
Run till your heart is filled with your dreams.

Everybody run, run, run away…
No matter how much I run (I can’t escape from it).
Everybody run, run, runaway…
If I look back while running (You’re still there).

You got me runnin’ runnin’ runnin’ around.
Down, down, down.
You got me runnin’ runnin’ runnin’ around.
Down, down, down.
You got me runnin’ runnin’ runnin’ around.
Down, down, down.
Away…
No matter how much I run, I’m still on the same spot.

You got me runnin’ runnin’ runnin’ around.
Down, down, down.
You got me runnin’ runnin’ runnin’ around.
Down, down, down.
You got me runnin’ runnin’ runnin’ around.
Down, down, down.
Away…
For you, who’s running endlessly.

I want to find that cheerful me back. I missed her. Where is she...

He's my boo.

2010-03-16T11:50:00.000+08:00

cr:jayparkaom@yt

My boo is back. I miss him. Just gotta post this before I go to work. I cried again but it's tears of happiness. He's smiling :) I gtg run now. Enjoy, will update when I'm free.

SINGAPORE ENTERTAINMENT AWARD.

2010-03-14T20:02:00.000+08:00

Mad fun yesterday. Although out seat was like damn far but nothing beats hearing live. Those that go ONLY for SHINee and walk off when they finish. You need to fuck off my fandom. So freaking disgusted by you gaiz. It's a DISGRACE. Seriously, you people DO NOT know what is the word RESPECT huh?! Eason is singing and you just walk off. WTF. The previous time when Oh Joon Sung came, you also walk off. This time also. OMFG.

Met Fion and Jacq with my sister at Marina Bay MRT, after that we went off in search of the place. We got to the bustop with like some other fans(well, they have the fangirl face hehehe) then we wre kind of stuck. Asked the bus driver how to get to the place, the uncle still dry laugh at us sia and tell us we need to go cityhall LOL but we still want to walk there. And apparently, there's a way to walk there so we did. We took like half an hour to get there, it was drizzling..

Jacq wanted to get some drinks and I wanted popcorns so we bought before going in. The thing is NO OUTSIDE FOOD AND DRINK So guess what.. I STOOD OUTSIDE AND FINISH OFF ALL THE POPCORNS. That person was like looking at me, and I give the bu suang face while eating all up. (yeah, right I ate it all lolol)

Went in look for our seat, light green area, row 33 at the side. It's quite far really, but since I went only like for fun it doesn't matter where I'm sitting. It was boring at first, they got local singers(some Idek them) to perform. Some were good thou, others well..need some more practise. Let me fastforward all the way to the fun part kay.

The entrance of the artist. My sister is so calm when her idol is out LOL I would be screaming like mad man. When SHINee came out EVERYBODY(including us stand up, you're babo if you don't because everyone is) STAND UP. (me and jacq stand on the chair ahahaha) anyay, all around us are mostly cpop fans. They must be like WOW at us man~ Jonghyun face is as black as charcoal, Idk why he's not happy but through the whole thing his face is like this. Onew and Taemin smile *melts* , Minho and Key looking cool xD everyone sits after they went it..

After the entrance, it's performance and also giving out of the prizes. (my mind is in a blank but I enjoy every part of it xD) There budak pantai and liu ling ling, their remixes super good okay.

Liang Wen Ying, 'zui xing fu de shi' super nice man! And Lin You Jia really perform like his idol. He's mad like Eason AHAHAHAHA.

When Xiao Gui came, I kept on screaming JIYONGIE~ ROFL (because they got a photo that look super alike. I will post it another day kay) KPOP ~flows~ IN ME. xD Honestly speaking, he doesn't have a very special voice and uses too much of his throat to sing but he really tries his best. We can see the effort he puts in ^^

Ah Du came out and sing two of my fav song, 'ta yi ding hen ai ni' and 'jian chi dao di' OMG I TELL YOU HE'S GOOD. And we all sing along with him! xD

JJ Lin and his fanclub is so damn cool. His FC sings with him ya know. Cool right. I wanna do that with T-Max and Big Bang too! Imagine if they are there ytd. I will be standing right infornt alr xD Jacq say we should join his FC just because the 'fu li' super attractive lmao.

SHINee came out as 2nd last guest. As usual everyone stands up. *SCREAMING ALL AROUND* I can't get over dubu smiling face teehee.(im not a big shawol at all) THEY SANG 3 SONGS ALL I WANT TO HEAR ONE *in tears* NOONA NOMU YEPPO, JOJO and RING DING DONG <3 Their live was DAEBAK! Noona nomu yeppo was how I know them you know during their debut xD I SCREAM LIKE MAD HAHAHAHAHA.

So when they ended people walk off like what I said in the beginning -_- annoying butch of childish morons.

Eason IS SO GOOD. xD I tell you his life really ah omg okay, I think he wasn't feeling well but still he gave his best. OMG SO GOOD OKAY.

Okay end of rantng/cursing and spazzing. YAY!

LONG TIME NO BLOG ROFL

2010-03-10T01:44:00.002+08:00

Dae Guk Nam Ah 8D

Mika <3

ONEWAY! XD

Young Sky <3

I collected my Seoul'd Out DVD. WOOHOO XDDDDDDDDD I'm kinda sleepy rn will blog more another day, maybe friday. E Awards saturday busy busy.

Attachement end soon prez.

Payce and out,
With love and respect.

This will be my last post on 2PM

2010-02-27T22:29:00.002+08:00

It's over. Jay's contract has been terminated. I'm done with being Hottest. Say Hello to the new me. I'm a full time MIGHTY V.I.P, part time others but not Hottest. I'm a fanof Jay from AOM. I'll most probably be crying myself tonight because of 2Pm for one last time.

To those who ruined his life: GO AND DIE RIGHT NOW.

Gone.

SEVEN will be in my heart forver.

A song for Jay.

Nia - Goodbye. (read the lyrics)

As I hesitate about your departure
You’ve already drifted away and I can’t stand your cruelness.

What I miss more than love is
The memories of us
And since I’m still bearing it within my heart it’s a Good bye.

I won’t cry anymore
And if I cry, everything will become into a reality
You; saying that you loved me
will only bring pain to my heart.

I’ve never expected it,
Your emotionless gaze
That once said that it’ll be an eternal love
It’s only eternal until we break up

As I hesitate about your departure
You’ve already drifted away and I can’t stand your cruelness.

What I miss more than love is
The memories of us
And since I’m still bearing it within my heart it’s a Good bye.

I can’t believe it,
And I can’t even breathe
I can’t let you go,
I can wait for you

Don’t leave
Don’t leave
I will keep repeating those words

You’ve already drifted away and I can’t stand your cruelness.

What I’m afraid more than the breakup is
The memories of us
And I’m still bearing it within my heart

As I hesitate about your departure
You’ve already drifted away and I can’t stand your cruelness.

What I miss more than love is
The memories of us
And since I’m still bearing it within my heart it’s a Good bye.

Credits: T3note @ Musictology.wordpress.com

cr:chickenfaceXD@yt

Payce and Out,
With love and respect.

SHOCK.

2010-02-27T10:28:00.000+08:00

Beast Shock Teaser is OUT! :D

OMFG MAN. DOOJOON LOOK SO SMOKING HOT. I LOVE THE CONCEPT, THE SONG, MELODY IS SUPER NICE. MUST WATCH!

I'm planning to order the album already~ hohohoho.

cr:B2STalert02@yt

On another hand, I wanna talk a lil about Jay's controversy. As many of you have heard/know JYPE release a statement on their official website on thursday evening about ending of contract with Jay. I lost my thoughts when I heard that, cry and all those, but lucky for me. JYLE is always there. I <3 you girls.

We made a pact. If this is true. Jay is not going to come back to 1:59PM and make it 2PM anymore. We officially quit being Hottest. Quit everything JYPE. They will just be another group to us, nothing more. As harsh as it is, that's what we are going to do.

To anti-boycotters. To those who are still unsure about their stand. To those who keep on looking for excuses to support 6 and call yourself a TRUE Hottest. To those who is still cooking up excuses to support the six because your bias is still in it.

Thank you so much. Because you know what. You just ruin a young man life. He'll be depise by the puplic forever. He'll suffer from emotional distress forever. Don't give me crap about time will heal. We all know that it won't. Even if he pretends to be okay on the outside, on the inside he will never ever recover again.

Done with my ranting. I hope you'll awaken and show us what a Hottest should be doing.

Payce and Out,
With love and respect.

IT GOES L-O-L-L-I-P-O-P~

2010-02-19T12:22:00.002+08:00

cr:Kaboomzable@yt

And the 30s CF

cr:taijizero2@yt

ZOMG I LOVEEEE THIS SONG. IT'S SO BIG BANG!

girl you're ma lollipop oh girl you're ma lolli lolli~

AND DID YOU SEE YONGIE ZOMG HE IS SO CUTE *HUGS* XDDD

Anyway, just read at allkpop that lollipop 2 is already FIRST on charts. See the big bang effect, YG is L-O-V-E <3

Enjoy. It's big and banging. I'm looking forward to their solos activities and I'm sure they have an album coming up soon. WOOTS. Btw I watch Shine A Light on youtube already xD My yongie did so well *claps* and the scene that netizens are pointing fingers at wasn't even a big deal. SERIOUSLY. I'm gonna buy the DVD, no doubt bout that. It's GD ya know xD

Payce and out,
With love and respect.

That moment, my happiness.

2010-02-13T23:16:00.001+08:00

cr:nicholasp91@yt

I FOUND THE FANCAM OF PIKACHUL POINTING IN MY DIRECTION! :D

YOU KNOW I ALMOST CRY. I AM SO HAPPY. *TOTAL FANGIRL MODE*

He kept on looking in my direction during paradise perf at the concert because I stared at him and then scream his name when everyone looking at Kim Joon and Yun Hwa. HE NOTICE ME :D OMFG I AM ABOUT TO DIE FROM HAPPINESS. NO JOKE! <3

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

<333333333333333333333333

Payce and out,
With love and respect.

My electric love.

2010-02-10T09:31:00.002+08:00

source : bbvipz

ZOMG I LOVE THAT BUS <3

There are so much news of Big Bang nowadays, so I'm guessing that they will be making a comeback real soon. I can't wait for it man. *happy* Big Bang, T-Max, Red Soul, it will make things perfect if 2PM(WITH JAY) come back too. 2010 will be so perfect for me XD

Payce and out,
With love and respect.

Take a walk back..

2010-02-09T17:33:00.002+08:00

cr:TwirlyBox@yt

Really love this song :) Let me introduce this group, they first made their big tv appearance on Starking and hence have a huge fanbase awaiting for their debut( *WAVE* I'm one of them)I really like them, they are so talented. I'm so gonna get the album once it come out <3 I don't really have a favourite member yet but I like Boo Kyu,Hanuel and Tae Ik. I like all of them la hahahah XD

Profile:

Bass (group leader)
Nameː Park Boo Kyu
Date of birthːMar 23rd, 1986
Blood typeːA
EducationːMajoring in Corporate Management at Inha University

Bariton tenor
NameːLee Hanuel Lee
Date of birthːDec. 28th , 1986
Blood typeːO
EducationːMajoring in Hotel Management at Jangan University

Bariton tenor
NameːWon Eun Kook
Date of birthːMar. 15th, 1988
Blood typeːA
EducationːMajoring in Vocal at Dong-ah Institute of Media and Arts

High tenor
NameːHwang Tae Ik
Date of birthːFeb. 27th, 1988
Blood typeːO
EducationːMajoring in Vocal at Dong-ah Institute of Media and Arts

Tenor
NameːOh Jun Sang
date of birthː Jan. 30th, 1987
Blood typeː B
Education ː Majoring in Applied Music (?) at Howon University

There's still one more guys profile but I can't find it and I don't know why only 5 of them debut while the music video only show 4 of them..I'm still finding out why. Will update once I know.

More about them,

History :

2005 Initial debut as REMIND
2005 1st Runner Up Lotte World Nationwide Group Competition
2006 WINNER Chin Chin Singing Competition Champion
2006 WINNER Lotte World Nationwide Group Competition Champion
2007 WINNER Korea Acappella Competition Champion
2007 Taiwan TCMC International Choral Ensemble Concert
2008 WINNER ‘Mega Star’ by Mega Cable TV
2008 Korea vs Cuba Soccer Game Singing the Korean National Anthem
2008 Digital Single ‘Winter Sea’ - Rename as RED SOUL 2009 Participate in KBS’s Drama ‘On The Road Home’ OST – Opening Song
2009 Appearance at SBS ‘Star King’

Enjoy!

Payce and out,
With love and respect.

Sorry for the lack of updates

2010-02-06T17:15:00.001+08:00

Haven't been blogging for god-knows-how-long. I'm a busy fangirl ya know. Hahaha. Anyway, I will be away from my blog for sometime, till my exams are over and stuff. *90degree bow* Sorry my readers, I admit I'm kinda lazy to make long post. You know, News and Videos. I will be active on twitter thou. Feel free to follow me and get spam by me *grins* Since I've some time now. I will blog a little.

Kpop fever have definitely hit Singapore, all because of BOF. I bet half of the fans are just casual fans. ZOMG. Please look at the chaos with SHINee in Singapore. I admit that I'm NO shawols. I'm just a fan of theirs, who listen and watch their stuff. Let me repeat again, I AM NOT A HARDCORE SHAWOLS. I went to see them because I wanna know how perfect they look. THEY ARE FLAWLESS. I'm serious (not mentioning the zit onew had on his face lulz)! Anyway, I got to see them during their last day here, went to the airport to send them off with Jacq and hana, SG Shawols(majority) are so fucking irritating. THEY PUSH AND PULL SHINEE WTF?! and their slippers are flying all over the place. So unglam(is this even a word). Me and Jacq were like super calm and casual. We were basically walking at the airport, but we were less than an arm lenght away from the boys so I'm very contented 8D

To all the RUDE fans: Excuse me, if you want your idols to come to Singapore again PLEASE control yourself! What's with all the pushing and pulling?! Do you feel happy if they get hurt or anything WTF. If your answer is yes, get lost from KPOP fandom for goodness sake, or I'll summon the power of internet on you.

Done with my ramblings LOL

BIG BANG'S CONCERT IS SOOOOOOOOOOOO LOVE. THE VIP IN ME IS OUT. LOOSE AND FREE. I SO LOVE THE CONCERT OMFG. I WISH I WAS THERE. I HOPE YG WILL ALLOW THEM TO COME SINGAPORE. I COMFIRM PLUS GURANTEE CHOP WILL GO. SO DARN WORTH IT.

:D *smiling*

Payce and Out,
With love and respect.

That's right. Big Bang is back! :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY PIKACHUL~

2010-02-05T00:00:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY PIKACHUL! :D

I have alot to say but I'm lost for words. ZOMG. just wanna let ya kanow. boy I love you <3 I don't care about the age difference or anything. *blinded by love* Hahaha. I hope that you'll come visit Singapore again. I really got so much I wanna do but haven't get to. Will send your present to Korea before Valentines. Sorry for the delay. Some things crop out. D: But I hope you will like it and of course use it too. :)

I love how confident you always look,
I love how dorky you can be,
I love how you act like a child although you're turning 30 soon,
I just LOVE you.
Simple as it is.

사랑해 민철오빠~ <3

IT'S ANOTHER BIG BANG!

2010-02-04T09:03:00.001+08:00

cr:TheGangsterlady1989@yt

LMAO. You see how much yongie is anjoying himself? Just look at my boy face XD Will be updating more fancams when I'm back. Got to run for school now~

And don't freaking annoy me about me not being active on Big Bang stuff just because I didn't blog about them. BIG BANG IS MY MAIN FANDOM. SO JUST STFU IF YOU DON'T KNOW A THING.

Sorry for being an asshole nowadays, but sometimes, people really do piss me off.

Payce and Out,
With love and respect.

This Song

2010-02-03T23:23:00.000+08:00

cr:FCuzed@yt

JinOn sound so good you know, so different also. XD

Anyway, I'm not in the best of mood today due to some fucking reason, but oh well..this is life.

I saw SHINee ytd :) Feeling contented enough hahaha. They are FLAWLESS, I'm serious. XD

It's KIM JOON birthday today oh yeah~

AND...

ZOMG MY PIKACHUL'S BIRTHDAY IS COMING SOON. WOOHOO~! XD

Out and Payce,
With love and respect.

Let you go.

2010-01-26T20:38:00.000+08:00

cr:adilahFX@yt

I'm in love with this song by TRAX, esp the part when he goes OH STAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY~ STAY AGAIN~

Listen to it :) I'm thinking that since I can't be blogging long post everyday, I might op for introducing new songs whenever I can but still blog when I'm free :D

AND PLEASE VISIT http://childrenofjyle.tumblr.com/ HAHAHA. Official webby of JYLE 8D If you believe we're a real company, you're a babo~

With love and respect.

I SUPPORT GD

2010-01-25T16:33:00.000+08:00

G-Dragon speaks up about concert scandal!

G-Dragon, the leader of Big Bang, has always been a prominent artist and even got his first work on an album at the early age of 13. In 2008, he was recognized as one of the top 8 composers of the year and in 2009 he had the highest selling album. Although recognized as a fashionista and an amazing musician, much controversy has surrounded his music and recent solo concert.

Even though there have been many unpleasant words directed at G-Dragon recently, not many people can understand what he’s been through. He’s a bit different than most artists due to his upbringing. And frankly, his unconventional methods and bizarre style are the things that make him stand out. In a recent interview, G-Dragon reveals a bit about his past and the path he’s taken to arrive where he is today.

People close to G-Dragon say that’s he’s a very “precise and trustworthy” man; during the production of his solo album, he would check on every single detail and even goes up to the third floor to check out the concert stage.

However, his first solo concert received very negative attention due to the sexual display he put on during his song Breathe.

This was a big deal for G-Dragon because he had been dreaming about this concert since he was a 13-year-old. He was worried about how each audience member would view his stage. It was nerve-wracking to be on-stage with the members of Big Bang, but this stage meant so much more since he was performing as a solo artist and not an idol member. He felt frustrated because he worked so hard for this concert and then got criticized over it.

G-Dragon stated,

I’m a popular artist for the public. I believe in how the public judges me. It’s my fault if the public felt what I intended was too much or too inappropriate. But it wasn’t a concert that was aired to the public so I wanted to show a more fierce and memorable side. I’m so sad that things weren’t accepted the way I intended them to be accepted.

I really ran straight forward to get to this solo concert since I was a young kid. I might be saying this because I’m still young but after the concert I thought to myself, “I don’t want anything else.” But then the next day, I only saw criticism on the internet so my heart felt like it was breaking.

A fake laugh came out instead of tears as I asked myself, “Wherever I go, will I be criticized?” All I wanted was to show the audience various sides of me. I showed many images of myself during my performances, including a cheerful look and a cool look; why was only this part highlighted and made into an incident? The press articles of the media used such strong words in the headlines, and when I realized that my parents would see the articles, I felt embarrassed and disappointed.

I didn’t think too much. But I wish people wouldn’t judge so quickly and pessimistically. The song Breathe is about not wanting to wake up because your ideal type keeps appearing in your dream. The song has a fantasy theme so I wanted to use the bed to show someone who’s lost in his dreams. To the public, it came off as something too sexual. I thought to myself, “I’m not like that but I guess it seemed that way to people.”

Whether people give positive or negative comments, they are taking interest in me. If someone tells me I did something wrong, I take it as a comment to help me fix my ways. I’ll listen to what everyone’s saying and use it to help improve the next album. I’ll do my best with the Big Bang album coming out later this year.

cr:allkpop

Do you have any idea how much I'm hurting right now? Why must they hurt my boy, how I wish I can be there for him, to support him, to give him all the love he needs. Please bless him. I can't affort to lose another guy anymore. Jaebum leaving is already a scar in my heart forever, I don't think I can handle another one.

With love and respect.

Tears falling down like the rain again.

2010-01-24T16:25:00.001+08:00

cr:nglkt2@yt

Just stop for a few minutes and listen to this song. I can't help it but cry after I hear the full song. The preview was already super sad when I watch it.

It makes me think about loads of stuff again /:

Been repeating this song on and on for days. Everytime I listen to it, I cry like a baby. Sorry that I can't be strong for those people who cares for me. I'm really sorry.

죽어도 못 보내 내가 어떻게 널 보내~ Jaebum ah, dorawa. Do you hear out cries for you?

Do support 2AM! Their album is great. Listen to it. You'll love them :)

With love and respect.

BUSY LIKE CRAZY OVER NOTHING.

2010-01-21T23:20:00.000+08:00

Like whatever, brought me to heaven and drop me to hell. But lucky, my JYLE fam is always there for me, thank chu girls~ *huggies*

Anyway, I AM REFERRING TO BUMMIE NEWS. -____-

No time/mood to post today, will post it tmr. No matter what, and complain about it. Go read it if you haven't or wait till I post it tmr. Bye for now. Needa wake up early tmr and there's also retest. omfg.

With love and respect.

IT'S DA MAKNAE DAY 8D

2010-01-18T18:49:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MINZY! 8D

YOU BANG AND YOU BOOM.

She can be SEXAYE when she wants to :)

Then all cute next minute!

I wish she can be my little sister hahaha. She sure can dance/rap/sing. Cool isn't it? If you don't know her and 2ne1. You are behind in this era yo. 2-N-E-1~

With love and respect.

THE CAP FULL OF MY LOVE FOR PIKACHUL

2010-01-17T00:22:00.000+08:00

It's finally done 8D I hope pikachul will like it. I made it with lots of love okay. XD Can't believe I'm doing this hahaha, my art is so cmi ya know.

Comments anyone?

I hope that I will get to see him wearing it to Singapore the next time he comes. Will be making another for myself too XDD

With love and respect

It's da big show!

2010-01-16T19:02:00.003+08:00

“[승리] 우린 빅뱅~뱅~뱅~뱅이라 하죠~!
Extra caption: 빅뱅,빅뱅콘서트,승리,빅쇼

[Seungri] We’re Big Bang~Bang~Bang~Bang~Shout Bang!
Extra Caption: Big Bang, Big Bang Concert, Seungri, Big Show”

YESH, BIGGEST SHOW OF THE YEAR. :D I so wanna go but.. where's my moneh? T-T

And Yongie, yesh you're HOT HOT HOT. Hwating my boys. I will live on fancams now, one day I will fly over to see all of you or you all can come over to Singapore 8D

Shall share some videos, it's in chinese yeah hahaha. This fan must be rich. OMFG see what she own? I WANT ALL OF THEM YESH ALL, at least I have the album and his t-shirt. *skips away* Wait till, I got money I will get more KPOP stuff yeah.

ps. When I listen the way they pronouce 'BIG BANG' and ' G-DRAGON' I go -_-!!!

cr:ymay2154@yt

Major LOL, Jiro Wang is a GD fan, HAHAHAHA. I wasn't able to open part 2 to this video zzz

With love and respect.

I feel so blessed.

2010-01-12T21:47:00.000+08:00

MY PIKACHUL REPLIED ME ON TWITTER OMFG. Not in the right mind to blog today, will do so some other time :) and now I have all the mood to finish my assignment 8D

Introducing T-Max

2010-01-10T17:11:00.004+08:00

I realise that I haven't really introduce them to all you yet, :D So here I'm now.

From left to right: Kim Joon, Shin Min Chul, Park Yoon Hwa

T-Max [티맥스] , Two Step Entertainment
Debut: July 19, 2007

Members profile:

Shin Min Chul [신민철]
[date of birth]; February 5, 1982
[height/weight]; 178 cm / 63 kg
[bloodtype]; O
[school]; Otorohanga College, New Zealand
[hobby]; Taking weird pictures, Watching movies
[specialty]; Making accessories, Reforming clothes, Surfing

As all of you probably know now, I love this leader to the max :) Seriously, I can't explain how, why, when I started, but I reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally love him. PIKACHUL YOU HEARD THAT? I LOVE YOU. <3 Oldest of the 3 (he is older then me by 9 years old hohoho!), super dorky guy. He always make me lmao, seriously, my type. Perfectly my type, bad boy vibes with super dorky personailty, YES HE'S MINE. :B

Park Yoon Hwa [박윤화]
[date of birth]; January 31, 1986
[height/weight]; 175 cm / 52 kg
[bloodtype]; AB
[school]; Suwon University of Science
[hobby]; Playing computer games, collecting accessories
[specialty]; Computer programming, graphic design

Maknae of the group, popularity start to rise after he join makbansi :D He;s urber cute but not my type hahaha.

Kim Hyung Joon [김형준]
[date of birth]; February 3, 1985
[height/weight]; 183 cm / 65 kg
[bloodtype]; O
[school]; Hanguk University, chemistry major
[hobby]; Playing on-line games, basketball
[specialty]; Snowboarding

You can say that he is the most popular among the threesome, those who watch BOF should recognise him, he played as Won Bin in the drama, he's a dork I tell you, not like what ya see in drama NONO. :D

Random Facts:

SHIN YUHSA SHIN MINCHUL
+is different.
+loves to be on camera.
+talks a lot.
+has a unique fashion sense.
+has a finger puppet monkey named everererererere. (eh-ve-reh-reh-reh.....)
+first started leaving comments to t-max fans' posts at the fan cafe.
+likes to leave comments on other members' journal entries, often threatening them and revealing secrets.

PETBOY PARK YUNHWA
+was an uhljjang.
+is always hungry.
+eats every 2 hours.
+is always tired.

MATSUMOTOHYUNGJUN KIM HYUNGJUN
+is surprisingly quiet off-camera.
+bit shin yuhsa's everererererere.
+is at times even more.. different than minchul.
+can be found leaving weird comments to his fans' posts.

T-MAX FUN FACTS:)

+The first single
+T-MAX is consisted of three members: SHIN MIN CHUL(`83), KIM HYUNGJUN (`85), PARK YUNHWA (`86)
+The members have been training for at least two years.
+Many know T-MAX as the group who filmed themselves dancing to Arashi's "Love So Sweet" and gave it as a gift to their producer.
+They're not your typical, SJ, DBSK, SS501 pretty boys.

Credits: x BiHYUL @ Soompi

Now to share some videos :)

Most of you probably know them by BOF hit song, paradise, yes they sing it. Don't be shock. They are kinda underated in Korea *sadface* but I'm kinda sure that their popularity will rise after their album is release this year feb *prays there won't be any changes for gods sake* Shall cut craps, Here's blooming, their debut single :)

cr:tmaxlover2@yt

Next will be lion heart, a remake from japan band SMAP, DBSK did this song too :) Enjoy!

cr:HiddenSkyLight@yt

Next, fight the bad feeling :) I did a cover with Jacq but I sucks seriously. Enjoy the perf, my pikachul look super girl here with the white beanie but still HOT. Sorry, but I'm bias HAHAHA. There's several version for this and this is the dance version :)

cr:SweetSecrets92@yt

And lastly my favourite song by my favourite guy, this is a solo song found in their solo single collection. The video that I'm sharing is a group perf thou :) They perf this in Singapore as encore. I love love love this song~

cr:tmaxlover2@yt

I swear I want to post all their videos here but you'll probably not watch all of them, leave me a tag in my tagboard if you peeps want more :)

With love and respect.

SWEET

2010-01-09T22:12:00.000+08:00

cr:chyansie9@yt

I had to share this with all of you :) They are so freakin sweet. I wanna share eye contact with my pikachul too~ AWWWWWWW.

I AM SO SCREWED

2010-01-09T21:26:00.001+08:00

I honestly have no idea what I want to do with my life. Results sucks, fail my individual assignment(so I have to re-do) Thank god that I know KPOP, seriously what if I don't, my life would be meaningless. I mean it.

URGH, sucks much. If only kpop in 2010 will improve. NETIZENS AND ANTIS AND S.KOREA GOVERMENT PLEASE EFFING LEAVE MY BOYS ALONE. GET IT?! ALONE. Big Bang schedule for next year look promising but it's not going to work if anything happens to Yongie. You know what I mean? A team without a leader don't work. Look at 1:59PM, no matter how much harder they work to fill in the space Bummie left, it doesn't look complete at all.

I read a fanfic earlier on, about bummie leaving again. I cried. Yes, I cried again, when I promise not to shed tears. I can't help it at all. They just fall like they were suppose to. I miss Jaebum, I really do. I feel pissed because people still don't understand that I'm not giving Yongie and Bummie up for Pikachul. I still love them like before, FULLSTOP. Stop bombing me with questions that are unnessary in my formspring. GET A LIFE.

I shall end my nagging/complains here. No picture today.

With love and respect.

WTF

2010-01-08T23:57:00.000+08:00

Jaebum first, now G-Dragon.

South Korean wth are all of you thinking? Do you have to ruin every artist that brought much to kpop life? DO YOU?

Seriously, if you are going to make the whole concert seems offensive just because of ONE performance that even fans doesn't find it meant anything. YOU SHOULD TOTALLY GO HOME AND DRINK MILK D:<

AND ALLKPOP STYLE OF REPORTING THIS IS PISSING ME OFF.

NO LOVE NO RESPECT.

HAPPYGIRL

2010-01-08T21:16:00.000+08:00

*giggles*

I found my pikachul twitter account :) Although I know very well that 99.9% it will be fake, but I choose to live in my illusion for now. Let me enjoy the trill of twiting to him. You know what, I swear that I really LOVE him. It's not like how I felt for Yongie and Bummie but something else. It all started from the day I saw him arriving airport. I'm serious, I can't take my mind off him after that. Smile to myself like idiot everytime I think of him. I might not know him as well as all his long term fans, but I'll try my best to know him more than anybody else :) You might find me dumb or something as he might never know that I exist, but I will make him notice me. Planning to send him a fanletter soon. And his birthday next month, I wanna prepare him something special :D

민철 오빠, 사랑해~~! <3

OKAY, F.CUZ make their debut performance and also release their MV today. It rocks okay. JinON is my typical badboy type really, even my friend says see him know I will like LMAO. WTD, I LOVE BAD BOYS :D

cr:FCUZworld@yt

Enjoy! :)

With love and respect.

Child of empire ZE:A

2010-01-07T12:37:00.002+08:00

Yes, ZE:A AKA Chuld Of Empire MV is finally revealed after a long wait. I will update more on them when I'm back ;D

credits : NineEmpire@youtube

Here's info on them :) Credits goes to ZE:A official thread at soompi.

Group Information
Entertainment Company: Star Empire (same as Jewelry & VOS)
Members: Park Hyeong Sik (19). Moon Joon Yeong (21).
Debut: November
Misc Info: Some of the members were trained for more than 4 years.

Birth Name: Kim Taehoon (김태헌)
Birthday: 1989.06.18
Astrological Sign: Gemini
Blood Type: A
Height: 177cm (5'10")
Weight: 63kg (139 lbs.)
Hobby/Specialty: Watching dramas, watching movies, listening to music, Movie Appreciation, Excercising, Beatbox
Favorite Quote: "1%의 희망이 라도 포기하지 않는다."
Other:
- Motherly member
(wasn't able to save his profile picture so I found this instead :D)

MY FAV IS IMSIWAN FOR NOW :D

T-MAX SARANGHAE.

2010-01-05T09:46:00.001+08:00

LOL made another post because my T-Max song is out! *cry tears of joy* My pikachul vocal is soooooooooo love, and I love how this three man voice compromise with each other :) LOVELOVELOVE. Sorry if my obsession over them scare you, can't help it. Blame pikachul for electricfying me every single day :D

I know it's nice hahaha. It sound rock to me very FT.Island but who cares, it's T-Max singing it :) ZOMG, ILOVEMYPIKACHULTOTHEMAX.

Cannot be too bias also HAHAHA. The other OST is nice too, really like this one.

and this is Ji Yeon of T-Ara

Lastly, 4min

cr:urnobody191@yt

With love and respect.

It's F.Cuz.

2010-01-05T09:41:00.000+08:00

Oh yeah, my latest addiction. Oh well they sound good and I love their name. Have been talking to my friends about their fanclub name ever since we heard of their debut, SA.cuz. F.Cuz pronouced of FOCUS but I still like to call it eff-cuz. XDD Anyway, they are pretty good :) Jiggy is getting to me :) Oh yeah, another group debuting soon will be ZE:A aka Child of Empire, I'll update on them soon also, since they will be making their debut in Jan.

cr:MBLAQish@yt

I think JinOn is hot with his shades on and oh yeah, HE IS THE LEADER. Hahaha.

Profile: F.Cuz

Stage Name: Jin On
Real Name: Kim Jin Chul
D.O.B. :1989.07.13
Height: 183cm
Weight: 68kg

OMOMO, he got a CHUL in his name too but I still love my pikaCHUL :D

Stage Name: Lee U
Real Name: Lee Seung Hyun
D.O.B: 1990.03.20
Height: 179cm
Weight: 65kg

Oh yes, he appeared on a show with DBSK and his father before his debut. About 2007/2008, he said he was debuting soon at that time but it drag on and finally he is debuting in 2010 *clapclapclap* Congrats! :D ps. another seung hyun, already got 2 in bigbang ya know :D

Stage Name: Kan
Real Name: Choi Young Hak
D.O.B: 1991.09.30
Height: 184cm
Weight: 72kg

Kan, I bet alot of girls are going to fall for this guy. Sorry lazy post picture now, I will update their group picture with NAME on it when I find one.

Stage Name: Ye Jun
Real Name: Shim Ye Jun
D.O.B: 1992.02.04
Height: 182cm
Weight: 67kg

Maknae :) JYL's fav in F.Cuz.

Alright till then we meet again,
With love and respect.

I HATE THE WORD SCHOOL REOPEN.

2010-01-03T14:02:00.003+08:00

You know what, I have not check my result yet LOL and my coursework half completed. I'm so screwed. No time to finish anything today so I'll have to wait till tmr when I come back from school. Going out later, my cousin first month. NO CHOICE HAVE TO GO. I hate family gathering because:
1)I'm not close with them
2)I prefer staying at home with my beloved computer
3)I just don't feel like going okay.

I've no idea why I'm blogging just wanted to complain about my boring life. Nothing is not boring about it expt the fact that I'm a kpop fangirl. Cheer me up with my pikachul :) *not right in mind again*

And yes, I change my blogskin again. Prefer this one to the previous one :) Added song into my playlist too.

Since I've some time left, I shall share some news/videos ya :D

Big Bang to release their new Korean album this summer + Big Bang will focus on Japanese activities for the first half of 2010

Big Bang will return this summer to the Kpop music industry.

YG Entertainment’s chief executive/founder, Yang Hyun Suk had a phone call with Star News last December 31st in which he said, “Big Bang will return with a new album inmid-2010, they will release a new full album in Korea this summer.” he said.

It’s been a long time since Big Bang released an album as a whole. Their last album was in November 2008, and ever since they’ve been working in Japan and on their solo activities.

However, Big Bang will focus on Japanese activities for the first half of 2010.

YG said, “On December 30 at the 51st Japan Record Awards, Big Bang won the‘Best Newcomer Award’ due to this big recognition in Japan, Japanese music officials and fans have a lot of expectations from Big Bang for 2010, for this reason Big Bang will focus on activities in Japan for the first half of 2010.”

Also, “For the Korean fans waiting for Big Bang, Daesung will debut with his solo album next year as well as TOP.” YG said.

According to Yang Hyun Suk early next year, Taeyang’s solo album will be released offline. After that Daesung will release his solo album for which he is currently recording and producing right now. Seungri and TOP will also release a digital single or mini album for the fans.

In addition, Korean fans will be able to enjoy three Big Bang concerts startingJanuary 29th to January 31st at the Seoul’s Olympic Stadium.

Korean article: star.mt
Credits: alee@ibigbang.wordpress

OH YEAH. YOU DON'T KNOW HOW HAPPY IM RIGHT NOW. :D I'M GONNA BUY THEIR ALBUM, NO DOUBT. SOLO ACTIVITIES DAEBAK. And good lucks my boys on jap activities, I know you all will do very well :) Come Singapore soooooooooon. I should start writing letter to YG already. TEEHEE.

2PM Junsu, “Jaebum ah, this award is for us all"

2PM JunSu relays his excitement of winning an award to fellow member JaeBum.

JunSu has written his afterthoughts on his minihompy diary after winning the Best Song Of The Year during KBS 2TV Gayo DaeJun.

He wrote, “Like a dream. I would like to thank everyone for giving us such great happiness. And when we are on stage, the cheers we hear makes our heart beats faster. Hottest, I love you. Hope 2010 will be a year when everything goes well, and2PM will just gets hotter.”

He ended off with, “JaeBum ah, this award is for us together.”

2PM has enjoyed great love and popularity from fans for their hit songs like ‘Again & Again’ and ‘Heartbeat’ released last year.

But leader member JaeBum was caught in a MySpace controversy in September and had left the group and country after the saga.

S: StarNews
Credits: kbites

He is sucha sweet guy isn't he? Jaebum heard you, Junsu :) Bummie stay strong, Hottest didn't give up so you can't. Get it? Like what I always says, NO MATTER HOW LONG YOU TAKE, I WILL WAIT. And waiting for you ain't tiring at all. *stare at JYP*

Oh ya about 1:59PM news, they didn't dissappear but infact quite active, I just dont wanna post anything about them. To me they are not complete without bummie. Sorry for being extreme on the boycotting but I can't help it. Please understand me, try to stand in my shoes and look at things in my point of view. If it's your fav guy out of the group, I'm pretty sure you'll end up like me. Devastated, if not for my JYLE fam maybe till now, I will still feel down.

T-max Took Part In God Of Study Ost

After singing a hit-soundtrack for the hit-drama Boys Over Flowers, T-Max will this time take part in the soundtrack of the upcoming drama, God Of Study!

Their track is titled At Least Once (한번쯤은), and it is a modern rock style. Like Boys Over Flowers' Paradise, T-Max's track will be G.O.S' main theme song. Fans have got more reasons to anticipate as the soundtrack producers of the hit-drama You're Beautiful took part in T-Max's track. Composer Kim Jae Yang, who composed Lee Hong Gi's track Still (여전히), composed T-Max's track while Han Sung Ho, who composed Park Shin Hae's Without Words (말도 없이), wrote the song's lyric.

T-Max's agency Planet 905 stated:
The stories of 'Boys Over Flowers,' 'You're Beautiful' and 'God Of Study' are the same as they are all about teens' success, hope and love. They [T-Max] were able to take part in the OST of one of the most anticipated drama, God Of Study. We hope that T-Max's song once again will help out God Of Study's success and popularity.
There have been comparisons that G.O.S's promotion pictures reminded people of Boys Over Flowers'. As people were anticipating to see G.O.S have success like Boys Over Flowers, they now have the same artist for their theme song! With T-Max and You're Beautiful's producers taking part in the track, fans have got lots to anticipate for. Will T-Max have success like they had in Boys Over Flowers?

Stay tuned to the premiere of God Of Study next year, January 4th, to hear T-Max's song!

source: allkpop

I might just watch the drama just because I wanna hear T-Max song LOLOL. Can't wait for the song to be out XD

2009 SBS Drama Awards - A.N.Jell

cr:itshuia@yt

OMOOOOO :D I love the drama to the max. Love this perf also. Enjoy people! :)

I guess that's about all I wanna share. :) Enjoy and well. Happy very BELATED new year. All the best for 2010 :D

With love and respect.

This guy belongs to me. :)

PIKACHUL I LOVE YOU TO THE MAX.

2010-01-02T20:11:00.000+08:00

Oh yeah, my new nickname for my min, pikachul :) Cute isn't it? XD I even made a picture just for him.

And yes my pikachul is sooo talented LOL he write songs and he plays guitar LOVELOVELOVE.

Alright shall end my spazz here with love and respect :D

ps. About the posting of news/video, I may have to stop that already MIANHAE, but well I know you guys will have ways to get news. DKP,ALLKPOP etc. get news from here ya. Once again, I apologise for that. *90degree bow*

Follow me on twitter ya :)

Oh yeah, last day.

2009-12-31T21:23:00.000+08:00

Oh yeah, last day of 2nd hospital attachment, honestly didn't enjoy it much this time round but luckily I still have nice patients :)

Watch chipmunk with JiaJie, LiuHwa and her bf today. The original plan was to watch Avatar but was too late for it and somemore full, so change to Chipmunk. Overall nice, funny but the first one was still better. I WANNA WATCH AVATAR D:

Did 2NE1's I don't care cover with my JYLE fam recently will post the video here once it's done. Pardon us if we don't sound that good but we all did our best and it was a short amount of time alright :D

Nothing much to blog now, shall catch MBC Gayo Daejun live on Tvants :)

With love and respect

PS. Sorry again for the lack of news/videos updates. I'm kind of busy nowadays. Will try to post as much as I can.

I DON'T GIVE A SHIT.

2009-12-30T23:03:00.000+08:00

If you're a aniti GD or Yg family , then get lost because I don't give a damn shit to you. Sorry for being mean but it's ridiculous how people are critisizing YG styling. Just because the clothes they wear don't match well with yourself, you critisize it. Get a life you oraganism. Leave my GD and YG fam alone. Hope ya'll anti get it.

Anyway, I was just vending my anger due to some aniti critisizing YG style, if you are not an anti I LOVE YOU. Let's support GD tgt. Follow me at twitter @CynthiaXY but beware because I spam alot.

With love and respect.

SBS Gayo Daejun 2009

2009-12-30T03:11:00.000+08:00

The full show is up on youtube and yeap, it's HD :)

Go to this channel to watch it!
monmonsnow

Comments for this year Gayo Daejun, It rocks like totally, lots of YG fan for me to spazz and also MBLEAST :D Loving the interactions of the boys :D CL is really hot tonight, don't ya think so? And my GD hair, I LOVE IT NO MATTER WHAT YOU SAY. It looks so reasonable on him man :) About 1;59, I need not say more right, they work hard, try hard, and did well but Jaebeom not there = not perfect. Sorry boys but I can't help it. I think that's about all. My mum's nagging at me so I've to go. End with my Minchul pic today XD

With love and respect.

Some laughter for you :D

2009-12-27T01:26:00.000+08:00

I fumble upon this accidently with my JYLE family, hahaha. Really funny, her lyrics is actually not tht bad actually but she can't sing thou. DO NOT BASH AH, posted this for entertainment purposes.

2NE1 Fire Chinese version

cr:qjrulez@yt

HOHOHO! MERRY CHRIST-MAX EVERYBAAADY~! :D

2009-12-25T03:28:00.001+08:00

Friends.

2009-12-22T18:07:00.000+08:00

Defination of friends, they do not leave you when you need help. And I guess I'm about to lose a friend, one I know for a long time, one I trusted so much but now she hang my call in less than 30s, I guess people change over time And I probably have change too. Maybe, we need to have a talk..

Sorry for being so random and talk about all this, needed to say it out.

With love and respect.

They are at it again

2009-12-20T18:28:00.000+08:00

After the controversies stirred by G-Dragon's solo concert for unlawful and provocative performances, VIPs (Big Bang's official fanclub) express their concerns and also voice their feelings to the Hottest.

As the Korean people and netizens have voiced their disapproval of GD's concert antics, more and more VIPs are getting worried and afraid that G-Dragon's actions during the concert will affect the Big Bang leader and his life as a celebrity.

As Shine A Light is G-Dragon's first solo concert, thousands of fans, including those who were underage, gathered to watch his performances. The fans, ones that were there and international fans who watched the concert through fancams, enjoyed the concert. However, soon after the photos and fancams circulated the internet, issues arose.

Everything at the concert was fine until "Breathe" began. "Breathe" was previously banned from underage audiences long before the concert due to its lyrics and the performance of it even moreso displayed what the song was about. It featured dancer Aimee Lucas lying on a bed and displayed a lot of skinship with G-Dragon to the audience. Netizens declared that the point was to express a "sex" scene. There was even the sound of heavy breathing mixed in with the original track during the instrumental. Netizens stated that the scene was too much for the underage that were present.

As people go on Korean search engines and type in G-Dragons name, "G-Dragon's Withdrawal" comes out as one of the common queries.
With this, the VIPs are concerned with the on going movement that calls for G-Dragon's withdraw from his group Big Bang. They have called this action excessive and unneccessary. They have used Jaebum's (who left Korea for Seattle) incident to ask why netizens have to crush a rising stars dreams and ambitions.

They have reached out to the Hottest saying, "we finally understand what you guys went through."

cr:omgkpop

I feel so effing piss off now. They are at it again. After bummie now yong also. Why can't they just stop. I feel like crying now, and I can't do anything at all. OTOKAE..

With love and respect.

The best week of my life part 3

2009-12-19T11:25:00.000+08:00

Sorry that I took forever to write part 3. But it's here finally. Let me refresh my memory first.

Oh yeah, did I mention about the Singapore Jo Kwon, we saw at HMV. He's damn funny and his group of peeps. Nice butch of people :D Omw home from Korean Plaza, we took the same bus home. So when he got on the bus he was like 'Why are you so quiet' and I went 'Apparently, I'm alone. Who do you want me to talk to?' (i didnt say that it was what I was thinking' I said, 'because my friends are not here?' and he went 'Oh,right..' Hahaha. Sorry about out stupid coversation. Anw, we started chatting, and the whole bus if fill with Kpop lovers, oh yeah! We own the bus. Hahaha. They got off before me and people in the bus stare at me like as if I was some freak -_-

I reach home after a while and I was dead tired, seriously but can't sleep at all. Yes, that's the worst part of it. I'm not sure if I can write this because some people might go complian to my mum about it but oh well, I hope even if you read this, shutup about it please. I sneak out at night and went to fort canning to meet the Hottest 8D My first time okay..I've always been a good girl LOL *vomit* Anyway, we went around walking in search of fort canning and got outself lost. Hahaha, how pro huh. Called cailin and finally found our way there BUT we went one big round before getting to the right location, we even saw okay not really, we HEARD people talking in the dark but we can't see who they were (not being racist or anything) it turn out to be a group of Indians(?) sitting there chit-chatting. It's really dark so we can't see a thing.

Anyway, we finally got to the right place. Thanks to out newly met friends, we got a good spot. Right in front, okay not really, about 3rd group to go in, do you know how lucky that was. (We went in the morning to see how long the queue was, and it's like almost around fort canning okay!) We then sit around watching 2PM videos, Amelia brought her lappy so we went on the net to watch videos, we wrote on the booklet that was given to BEG. After a while, some of them fall asleep, then me, jacq and amelia watch mblaq videos, Hahahaha. totally HIGH. Went for a morning/night walk and we were crapping. Can't remember what we said already. We wasn't in the right mind by then. XD

SO the night was long and blah blah blah, we didn't sleep at all. ME,JACQ and AMELIA. We stayed up the whole night, and then we lay on the groud and look at the sky and crap somemore. I remeber us planing to put sticky glue on the floor with paint roller and stick some 'irritating' fans so that we will go in peacefully. We were LOL-ing that time. Hahahahaha.

Morning, I can't remeber what else happen, my brain was dead by that time, anw. The rest of our group came and those night shift people(including me) went home. Bath and then came back. Got a call from hana saying some idiots wanted to cut queue -_- I totally ran there when I reach but luckily those infront shouted at them and finally we got back our seats. VICTORY, LOL. Now you know the reason why we wanted to use sticky glue..

The weather was hot, SUPER HOT. Chit-Chat, ate icepop. Oh ya, that's the part when we went to walk and take a look at the queue. Met some familiar faces :) Kpop fans, ILOVEYOU. I totally pity the last person man. Sad case, really. You have to watch the concert from the screen, but oh well. At least get to hear their voice :)

Okay, shall cut all crap and go right into the concert part.

Went in, we were standing at the first few rows 8D Super good view, 3rd row. Because it was a slope, we were at eye level XD Then they started playing music. Wedding dress, please don't go, when ring ding dong came, everybody scream and started singing along. Imagine those artist performing that night seeing this scene, ahahaha. They will be like -_-

Waited like forever for the concert to start, and keep replaying suju song. Happy Happy~ LOL When the screen show the korea promotion CF, everybody scream at dnsk part. I was oh my gosh,WOW. I didn't scream thou. Saving my voice for later :)

When it finally started. Miso performance was damn cool, there's this guy who's super cute man. He got the potential to be a bboy and he got cheeks like woodong 8D Next was drawing show, NICE. I tell you damn epic. They gave a T-Shirt away, too bad. I didnt get it D: Jin Jo crew came out next. I told Jacq, that guy at the side very cute leh (this was when the light werent on yet and I didnt see his face also) She went LOL. But he really very cute man, and his backflip. SOLID. His name is bboy Wing, btw XD

Mario and Park Shin Nae next, Mario rock the stage. Brought it to the MAX. Totally clubbing feel (not like I went clubbing before also) but he was great and I think he love Singapore. He's too underated in Korea. Very good rapper, watch his fancams in youtube during the concert.

Then Lee Ji Soo, I tell you. HE LOOK SUPER DIFFERENT FROM THE VID/PIC I SAW OKAY. He's super cute. Look like 2AM's Jin Woon, when he sing omg. Girls can only go oppa~ His jaw line and he sure know how to make us crazy. When he say I can't speak english well. We went it's okay~*chant* So cute. He sang 3 songs in a row, 5 song altogether and when it was the last song, we went awwwww~ then he awwwww~ back at us. *SCREAMING* Only those there will be like me now. Hahaha.

NEXT. omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg. MINCHUL OPPA~

Yes, it's TMAX. Omg, where am I gonna start (!) Sorry but, I only look at Minchul during the whole performance. And when he was singing his solo, I shouted his name LOUD, I'm sure I got his attention and he pinted at me. GOSH, he did so many fanservice. OMG, Idk what to say also. Just watch their fancams. When he was at the centre pointing out, yes he point at me. I don't care. He did. I scream so loud his name *not in right mind now* LOL anw, watch their fancams, and you'll know what I meant :D ANd encore encore encore~ I love encore although I know they'll perform LOL

FT.Island came out. *SCREAMIING OF SMALL GIRLS* Okay, I know they are sute but don't push me and block my view with your stupid yellow flag okay. I wanna enjoy the concert too. But Juong Hun was cute :D Everyone look at the centre for HongKi and I turn to the side for Jong Hun, LOL but too many screaming that make me so irritated. Nevertheless, great performance. HongKi, I don't care if you are very stuck up or anything beacause you're still cute and I know why you guys can't stop like TMAX and wave at us because you'll be torn into bits by your fangirls. I totally understand, and please don't slow down. Very dangerous. *stares at crazy fangirls*

BEG was the last. OMG, SEXAYE. Can you imagine how I feel. I've only watch their perf from my computer and it totally rock when you watch it live. The atmosphere was different, totally :D I was tired already, used up all my energy on TMAX ><

Alright, end of it. Oh ya, Cailin manage to find/get her way in. Haha XD

And the airport part, I already posted up the fancams. Maybe will talk a little bout it next time then there will be a part 4. ROFL. SHall end with my newest love, Min picture. Don't kill me but I'm filing for divorce with GD

I STILL LOVE HIM AND JAY OKAY DONT SAY I DONT LOVE THEM ANYMORE. I GET SUPER PISS BY SOME PEOPLE BECAUSE OF THAT -_-

Conclusion: I LOVE KOREANS! No doubt. 8D
With love and respect.

My min have a fetish for lions, Jacq suggested me to get a merlion as present for him. Hahahaha. I'm seriously considering :D Anw, please come again! :D

Sorry, my blog.

2009-12-17T00:49:00.003+08:00

Sorry that I have been neglecting you my blog, but I'm too busy caught up with my newest love stuff. I'll continue my long grandma story when I'm in the right mood :)

And excuse me, what's up with all those stuff against my husband (he might become an ex-husband soon, not that I don't love him anymore but too many people like him and I hate the fact that I've to fight with so many people! Don't worry, once a V.I.P always a V.I.P. He'll just downgrade and be my lover, how's that? Yong will be his nick. I shall think about it.) again? Honestly, those people just envy that he got all the talent and they don't -_- I believe that we'll fight it thru, VIP behind YG back, not forgetting out lovely blackjacks. Nothing gonna change, bigbang can just ignore and prepare for their next album and melt us with their fab music :) SAY YES, VIP. We can do it.

Oh yeah, and a video of bummie's bboy crew. The latest one in fact. They won! :) Bummie totally rock it, misses his move on stage and loving the Tee they wear. Anw, bummie just take good care of yourself. It's 100 day since you left and we'll still be waiting. No matter how long because waiting for you ain;t tiring at all. No way. Come back when you're ready, don't hurry. Take your time. (although I wanna see you with the boys right now, yes I do. I'm sure all hottest do but let's give me somemore time) It's been long since I hear his voice, and I miss it. Don't get me going, I will tear up again.

Okay, I'm crapping again, I guess I'm tired. Shall end with TMAX picture to cheer myself up :D

Oh yeah and search Youtube for Beast Mystery and Mblaq Good Luv. These boys are doing so well :) Happy for them, I love the neck dance of Beast and the Good Luv dance of Mblaq :D

I will update more tmr ( I TRY!) because I wanna post about TMAX too, hahahaha. Sorry, but this is my blog. A space for me to fangirl.

With love and respect.

AHHHHHHHHHHH! *scream and faint* MINCHUL ILOVEYOU TO THE MAX. Please come again next year :)

The best week of my life part 2

2009-12-15T11:17:00.000+08:00

Honestly, I've no idea where to start my grandmother story ya know :) From thursday till sunday, it has been crazy, crazy, crazy. Let's start from the beginning. Went to airport to fetch, BEG,FTI and TMAX and all the rest with our hottest/JYLE family. Our original plan was actually only BEG. But in the end they change flight and we were okay, nvm. We can still scream for FTI. At that point of time, TMAX weren't in our list yet and btw, I thought only Kim Joon is coming at first anw. If the Min Chul didn't come, I would be super dissapointed.

After that, we sit around the airport and wait, for maybe 5 hours (?) There wasn't much people at first until when it was about time that people started crowding in. I hate it when people keep on squeezing me but that's how it works, I guess but once you see your own idol. Everything doesn't matter anymore. When it was time, Lee Ji Soo was the first to came out. He's covered up with red hoodie and sunglasses. We didn't even know it was him at that point of time. Next was Mario, I mistaken another guy for him. Hahaha. Trust me, until you watch them live, you'll never look at them for more than 5 sec.

TMAX was next. When I saw 3 person, I was like yeshhh. Min Chul look just like what I've seen in videos/newspaper/magazines. He've that bad boy look that I died for. He's a dork. Very dorky guy, TMAX stand very long inside with the organiser before coming out. When they were about to come out, Min (I'm calling him Min from now onwards) ran and he totally slide and fall on the groud. He then lie on the groud like a big kid. That scene was sooooooooo adorkable. The 2 other boys than help him up and he ran again for a little then adjust his pants. Was I too detailed? Hahaha. I guess, it was since than, that I can't take my eyes off him. TMAX, they are urber friendly. They wave and smile :) I bet they gain many new fans these time round. An example is me, I'm helplessly in love with Shin Min Chul. We did the Mak-Ban-Ship thingy that Yun Hwa do on maknae rebellion but the scream were too loud, so maybe he didn't hear it.

FTI came out. It was chaotic. They have the nicest complaxion ever, Jong Hun really have tha ang-moh-look. Wtd, I love that look of his. But FTI can't stay or walk too slow or they'll be teared into pieces. Not kidding, fangirls are crazy. Okay, all I can remeber for this part was the screaming and FTI walking very very fast. We did also the mak-ban-ship but I doubt they heard either.

Everlasting were kind of dissapointed as BEG didn't come, but on another hand, we don't have to squeeze with so many ppl to see the girls :) Great isn't it, better than being squash by a thousand fans.

Friday was like running a marathon or playing the survivor game. Trust me, if Kpop idols come every once a month, I will lose 10KG very fast. I've never run so much. It's like these few days add together is more thanI've run the whole year. Went to airport T2 for BEG in the morning than as we were eating Mc, got a call from the BEG admin that they are arriving at T1 soon. We were like pack up and run. Lucky, we were in time and see the girls in person. They were so pretty. Miryo was super friendly. She keep smiling and wave at us. It was short, the time we see them but worth it :)

Than, we heard that they were going to 313 HMV so we rush there, Jacq didn't go. Only me,juliana and elfie. Hana and Fid met us there later on. When we reach there, ain't much people were there exp donnas. So conclusion is either FTI not coming or donnas didn't know bout it. 2nd one was highly imposssible, how can they not know(!)

Anyway, only TMAX came. I saw Min Chul again (AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!) He's really really x1000000000000000000000 friendly. Too bad their time there was really short. Like maybe 15 minutes (?) I found out later on that they had press conference in Marina Madarin and they were staying there too. How I wish I was still working there than I could do some stalking and I can do that more openly than the other fans waiting outside the hotel.

After that, we rush to Raffles Place, Korean Plaza. Didn't get to see them and dead tored by that time. We went off to eat and went home to rest for the exciting night and saturday :D

Alright, I 'll stop here for now. Continue later on!

With love and respect.

Oh right, shall share a picture of Min Chul at the airport 8D

Isn't he hot! OMG, I LOVE YOU TO THE MAX. Mine ah, shoo shoo. HEHAHO.

The best week ever.

2009-12-15T00:00:00.002+08:00

For some stupid reason, I can't upload picture from blogger so I will post the full thing about the concert and the four days tmr. Sorry, blogger always piss me off. Dead tired now so I will just post about the fancams my sis took for me at the airport during departure, curious about who my newest love is huh?

TMAX ONE AND ONLY LEADER, SHIN MIN CHUL <3 All about tmax and stuff, I will do it when I'm free tmr.The only thing I'm regretting like hell is that I didn't get a gift for him or any fan letter, it was last min that my mum allow me to go send them off. *regretting* But I think he'll rmb since I wore a super colouful hat to attract his attention and I was walking beside him can OMGGGGG.

T-Max were really friendly and they were the only group that we got to see the longest and also the nearest to them :)

Did you see Min Chul pulling Yun Hwa nearer? That action was so sweet, What a leader :)

There were some pauses in between the fancams because the manager didnt allow us to take videos of the boys, but we were really near to them, beside them walking together. I love the look Min Chul give when he was just standing there doing nothing.

In the beggining of the video, I patted at Min Chul and you could hear me saying byebye to Min Chul and he turned and said BYE back. My mind went black, I should have said Saranghae oppa or something but I said 'Have a safe trip instead', well, at least I said something. He turn to look at the camera after that :D

Min Chul got the boys to stand together and bow at us. This action drove all of us there crazy. We were screaming like mad.

I really hope we'll have a chance to see T-Max in Singapore again next year :)

Alright, that's all for today. I'll update more when blogger isn't screwed. Good Night all XD

Shin Min Chul, I LOVE YOU TO THE MAX.

With love and respect.

Seoul'd Out

2009-12-14T10:48:00.002+08:00

I will update later. Very busy now(spazzing at my newest love) ROFL.

Freedom, twitter and tumblr.

2009-12-08T13:36:00.000+08:00

Yes. I got my freedom for 5 days. Woots! Mum not in sg now. I'm gonna play play play.

Just give my blog a fresh new look. But not liking it much, might change it again when I'm bored. Will add new songs to playlist too :)

I'm really addicted to twitter and tumblr nowadays. Before you follow me must think carefully because I'm gonna be spamming you. XD

Okay gtg get ready for dancesport. Going out with the Hottest again and again. Idk why but it's really fun to be around them. Even if it is just sitting down and gossip :)

I'll try to update again when I'm back with today news and videos. But I bet there ain't much on Big Bang and since I'm not posting 1.59 stuff either. I will see what's interesting and update later on. Maybe more on Mblaq and Beast. See la, when I first intro the on my blog all not interested now all gaga over them. ROFL Anyway, there's a new boygroup coming up called F.Cuz. Seriously, it sound like vulgar can /: Will update them too. Really gtg. *poof*

With love and respect.

My dorky hubby

2009-12-07T14:26:00.000+08:00

crthe7REAL@yt

BWAHAHAHA. Must watch, ohmyGD is such a dork, how can I not love him more XD I will edit this post now and then when there are new fancams.

With love and respect.

Shine A light Fancams

2009-12-06T20:21:00.003+08:00

After finding out that girl in bed with hubby is actually Aimee, I totally freak out. WHY MUST BE HER? T_T I have to delete that picture from the mind, and Aimee ACTUALLY use it as her twitter picture *cries* WTH man, can't even like hate her or anything. I'm sure most V.I.P are feeling the same way as I do now. D:

Anyway, I will update some fancams. Most of them can't see anything anyway, but I truly understand why it turn our that way. HELLO. If I were at the concert, I don't think I will even bother taking video and just spazz at this boy hotness.

At least, we get to listen to his voice in these fancams :) Enjoy people!

All video credits goes to damjes07 @ youtube :D The video are not to his concert sequence.

Another thing is that, i'm NOT gonna post up the breathe perf because I refuse to watch it. NO MATTER HOW HOT HUBBY LOOK, NO WAY AM I WATCHING IT. D:<

Only audio and a little bit of video for this. He did Lies SOLO. ZOMG, he sounded so good okay and HE PLAYED THE PIANO.I love it when boys played pianos, they look so prince when they do that and I just fall for it. Just listen to his voice. LOVE LOVE LOVE :D

Butterfly~ I totally gonna melt alright :)This make me forget about the bed thing for a while.

Such a cute little boy since young. He's mine ah. Shoo Shoo HAHAHA.

So shaky the fancam. Rock version of heartbreaker *do grasshopper dance* XD

The leaders, Papa teddy and CL was there too :) Loving it! Wassup Wassup ^^

1 year station. He look like a mordern prince wearing all white *fangirl scream* I'm feeling so HIGH now.

HE IS ON A BATHTUB. Ohmyjay. Even him sitting on top of a bathtub makes him look great LOL Am I too bias already, but what the heck man. I own him in my blog. XD

I don't mind if he wanna gossip with me all day. :) He rock the song. MANNNNNN~ Superman,batman, GOSSIPMAN.

ROFL. Hubby look so funny acting like a dog(dork) I can see the similarity of Gaho and hubby man. Like owner like dog? HAHAHA Maknae wanna murders hubby and Gaho so that he can steal all hubby's clothes. AHAHAHA. So dorky. XD

YES A COLLABORATION OD GDYB. I love this. But the screaming were really loud hence can't really hear their voices but still :D

Some more GDYB, Korean dream! They really sound so good. I love it when hubby make those funny sound during perf, he make it all sexy and stuff :D

Hubby talking, did you hear his laugh? Awwwww. How I wish I was there too D: Congrats Hubby, but still not forgiving you for the bed thingy. Hmph..

ENCORE ENCORE ENCORE :D

Ending clip, still so cute :)

YG better release DVD for Shine a light concert, I will COMFIRM be buying it. No doubt bout that. *fangirl smile*

Alright, there's still another concert for him tonight, I'm preparing myself for another heartattack D: Will massive spam again when the fancams are out.

With love and respect.

EDITS:

cr:TaeisBeBe@yt

Warning. It's super loud so lower your volume before watching it plus it's urber short. SADFACE.

Hubby's breathe fancam. Don't worry, the bed scene at the end was CUT. AHAHA. Then I can watch it :)

I will edit this post once there's new fancam so keep up with the updates :D

A boy, yes he's my boy :D I love those little remixes he adds to his songs. It is like adding more colours to it. LOVELOVELOVE :)Plus he did a tribute at the end to MJ again, such a hotie. Remember back in the days~

I'm loving his hair. I don't care or give a damn to what haters got to say about him but I love him :D AHAHA, and the fans were like OTOKE OTOKE, so cute the K.VIP XD Loving the bloddy concept at the biggining. PLEASE YG, RELEASE THE DVD.

With more love and more respect. XD

Shine a light!

2009-12-06T00:03:00.001+08:00

CLICK HERE FOR MORE CONCERT PICTURES!

All photo credits go to aa-chan.

My first post after god-know-how-long, TADA. Yes, GD is back. My husband. He gives me chill lalala~

I'm literally dying from this boy hotness alright. Hubby, he made me smile even when I'm just looking at the picture. And did you see the one on the bed with the female dancer. I'm screaming infront of my computer when I see that. NOOOOOOOO! Don't give me crap if you're a hardcore GD fan that you're not jealous, because I know you are.

The girl, I don't know who she is, and I better not find out. *cries*

Enjoy the picture, I will be posting the fancams tomorrow, and I don't think I will be able to sleep tonight at all D:

With love and respect.

YG Family.

2009-12-02T17:37:00.000+08:00

cr:taijizero2@yt

I'm so loving this. It always feels so heart warming when I see YG family together. Hope to hear their album soon. Wonder if there's any plan for it :)

And Hubby's new hairstyle. I LOVE IT. Now, that's why he should never g long hair, Hair like this suits him, don't ever grow it like in My Heaven MV again. But again, I'm immuned to his weird hairstyle and starting to get use to them and love it. XD

Alright, a short post for today.
With love and respect

IMY, BLOG.

2009-12-01T23:31:00.000+08:00

I'm do gonna spam you big time when exam is over :) Gotta study for now, another freaking 2 more paper and I'm done. Just pray that I don't flunk them.

And I'm gonna change my blogskin also, kinda sick of it already. Got to sleep. Bye.

With love and respect.

Urgent post.

2009-11-25T10:56:00.003+08:00

I had to post this.

and here are the subs:

[Report from Seattle!]

[25th Wednesday 9PM]

[He still works here. He changes tires.]

[Report from Seattle! Exclusive on 2PM Jaebum's present situation!]

[Park Jaebum, who is this young man?]

Reporter: Anyone home?

[It will be revealed on the 25th at 9PM on tvN news]

Credits: DC gallery; saradah@2ONEDAY (Trans/Upload); isabellajing@2ONEDAY for finding this

They still can't leave bummie alone.. D:

EDITS:

Bummie cuts. I can't even think straight right now. I can literally feels my heart stop beating. How am I suppose to face this kind of situation again.. Tears won't change anything but I can't help it..

cr: Symbelmynevii@yt

With love and respect.

On a holiday.

2009-11-24T18:13:00.000+08:00

Common Test coming, or should be it already started. I will be gone for this week and next week. Blog, I will miss you D:

I will be back real soon! Meanwhile, get updates from CLICK HERE!

Just so you know

2009-11-21T12:20:00.003+08:00

I'm planning to do another cover on Jesse McCartney song. and like the title. 'Just so you know' Still thinking thou. I MIGHT post the video here if I do.

Common test coming real soon, in like one week time, I guess I will dissappear from my blog again unless there's interesting news. My blog is seriously getting boring, without all the news update. Maybe, I will revive it a little during holiday.

Talking bout holiday, I'm gonna get all excited. SEOUL'D OUT CONCERT, I can't believe I'm going after I missed the KPOP night last year. Sharks. Missed my 2PM boys, had a chance but gave it up. What the heck man. I think it's gonna be great this year, because I'm going with the Hottest. And I know they will make it fun :D

Anyway, MAMA is tonight on Mnet KST 7PM, which is 6PM in singapore, gosh. I'm so gonna watch it. Means there will be MuCore and MAMA today XD Pray that my mum won't drag me out.

I want to share this comic strip with all of you out there. Maybe some of you already saw it but I still want to share it.

[INFO/COMIC] 091119 Backstage at 2PM's comeback on Music Bank

TAKE OUT WITH FULL CREDITS. PLEASE!!!!!!!
DO NOT HOTLINK!!

CREDITS: DAUM (SOURCE); kdrama_queen@2ONEDAY (TRANS)

KHottest are really amazing. They never failed to make me cry whenever I read their comic strip but after crying, I find the strenght to carry on again. We have to stay strong for them.

With love and respect.

A song that makes me cry

2009-11-20T17:32:00.000+08:00

Big Bang’s Interview in Women’s Weekly

Big Bang was in yet another Japanese magazine, this time it was Women’s Weekly Magazine. They also had an interview with the boys, in which they asked them about their 3rd single “Let Me Hear Your Voice“

Q : “Let Me Hear Your Voice” is the opening theme song in the drama 「One Person」, but what do you think of ‘A single girl who only spends time with herself’ ?

GD : It’s nice because I’m independent too right now and self-sufficient. However, it seems like I would become excessively used to myself, so I think I would need to turn away for a while .
D-LITE : Wouldn’t there be times when you long for a person? At that time, can a person jump into my heart? (laughs)
SOL : Although I’m independent right now, a girl that pampers me or supports me is good.　
V.I : Me too! Men of all countries share a common heart.

Q : Is everyone here the type to do everything by themselves?

D-LITE : I can do it. I’ll go wherever I need to go by myself, and I’m the type that can have a good time.
GD : I can probably go shopping. But, eating out by myself is too much.
SOL : A movie by myself is a little… when it comes to me it’s fine.
TOP : Because everyone gets lonely easily.
V.I : (With a pampered feeling) Living without a member is impossible for me! (I can’t live without the members)
GD : Can you go independent quickly? (laughs)

★ Let us hear BIGBANG’s true mind (thoughts)

(１) This winter’s date plan (Delusion)　　(２) 「I want to hear the sound」of?

V.I. : (１) Making artificial snow fall in front of the girl. Confessing while sky-diving is also good. (laughs)
(２) My sister who hasn’t contacted me in almost half a year. Do I have to contact you first?

TOP : (１) We’ll go see the Tokyo Tower. Instead of the ‘live night bar’, I want to look at the night view and the two of us will drink wine.
(２) Family. Particularly, I want to hear the sound of my mom.

SOL : (１) I want to ride a snowboard together! If she can’t ride well, I’ll teach her everything carefully, one by one.
(２) Dog, BOSS. Because he makes a lonely noise if I hide for even just a little bit…

GD : (１) Being buried in a jacket a little too big for us and having a hot drink!
(２) The dog that I sleep with everyday, GaHo’s sound! I want to just hear the sound of his crying (laughs).

D-LITE : (１) Because I never got the chance to spend time with a celebrity in the winter, there’s nothing particularly special that I can think of, but maybe winter sports.
(２) The respected R&B singer, MAXWELL!

Translations: alee | ariana @ ibigbang.wordpress.com
If taking out please credit!

cr:NulSaRangHae@yt

This song sure is sad, accompanied by the video. Sadder D:

CL and Minzy song is out and it sure is catchy XD Btw, I did a cover of replay by SHINee but it's english cover. I did it for fun and I sounded like some people who can't sing but tried to sing /:

I will update or post another post later. Got to do somethings.

With love and respect.

Trust, is what he needs.

2009-11-19T19:27:00.001+08:00

It's been some time since I last blog about bummie. Recently, there's been much rumours and conflict over his return. I choose not to believe any of those because I trust him. You might not have any idea how much I miss him and want him back, but I still want to support his decision. I meant HIS decision not JYP decision. For some reason, I don't want to believe anything JYP says now. Not until he do something about it. If you are a non-boycotter, I'm sorry. This is not the place you should be at. I don't welcome any critism because as you can see. THIS IS MY BLOG.

Back to the topic. Even if bummie decides not to come back in the end, I have no regret, at all. My support for him will never cease because in my heart, he's the ONE and ONLY leader of 2PM. No matter how much changes they will be going through from now, in Hottest heart, nothing changes.

I'm sorry for making my blog post sound so cheezy and all, but that's how I feel right now.

Recently, I'm addicted to 'You're beautiful'. And I really really like Shinwoo :) His real name is Jung Yong Hwa.

A little profile about him. He's the vocalist for a band called CN Blue. They go for the rock concept.

Name: Jung Yong Hwa [정용화]
Birthdate: 06.22.1989
Position: Vocal and Guitar
Height: 180cm
Blood Type: A

cr:cnbluesky@yt

He can sing, he can rap. And you know, I totally love rappers! XD

It's been long time since I post news in my blog, shall update a little about my bigbang boys :)

Big Bang will hold “ELECTRIC LOVE TOUR 2010″ in February!

Earlier this morning it has been said that Big Bang will hold their Japanese concert/tour in February 2010. The name of this tour is “Electric Love Tour 2010“.

There was a message reading “Thank you for always cheering Big Bang on. Because of D-Lite’s (Daesungs) traffic accident the tour for Big Bang in Japan was delayed. However Daesung has recovered and there is now a new schedule for the tour. “

The dates are the following:
February 10th & 11th at Yokohama Arena
February 13th at Kobe World Hall
February 16th at Budokan

There hasn’t been a lot of details revealed about this tour yet, but in the message it also said that newspapers, and TV shows will be making an announcement soon.

credits:ibigbang

SHOOTS! Another concert, and I can't be there. D: I hope all the V.I.Ps will be enjoying themselves there, and shoot some fancam for us too!

Alright, I have prac test tomorrow. Wish me luck!

With love and respect.

Big Bang are Dorks and Hottest do wonders.

2009-11-17T09:23:00.000+08:00

Big Bang M.Net Dr. Wide News (Jan. 31, 2008)

cr:theREALiVIPSUBS@yt

The subs came out real late but better then never isn't it? XD They really made my day, watch it and you'll know why. :)

Jaebeom Heartbeat Teaser [Fanmade]

cr:Kimulzzang@yt

I'm amazed at how Hottest can do wonders. Although it's a little weird (I meant the face) but the audio sounded real. They took it from 2PM making the artist when bummie do his intro. I'm so loving this, and I know it would be real someday.

It's BIGBANG.

2009-11-16T15:10:00.001+08:00

credits:Junko7777@youtube

I think Hubby's feeling kind of hyper today. He was one beat ahead at the beginning of his rap (?) but I still love it. Call me bias or anything. I love him and tada. XD

Original message:

“콘서트무대래요!나는야 스파이^^계속해서몰래올릴께!ㅋ”

In English:

“The concert stage! I’m a spy^^ I will continue uploading secretly!ㅋ”

Original message:

“심슨화 저눈알이뽀인트!”

In English:

“The main point of the Simpsons character are the eyes!”

credits: aa-chan.net

Tell me how I can not love this boy? XD

Shall update later if there's anything else.

With love and respect.

Wedding dress.

2009-11-15T17:19:00.000+08:00

cr:BabyB0ngaholic@yt

Bae's never dissapoint. I love his stage pressence, how he capture everyone's attention when he is performing. The part when Aimee and Shaun danced then Lyle and Bae joined in was so loved. I seriously love how YG chose all the backdancers, they ROCK. I bet that I can repeat this perf @$%^#%%$# time. Hubby and Bummie bear with me for a while XD

cr:MissReification@yt

Bom's voice seems to be stuck at her throat today. I'm worried that she's sick, but I love this perf, no dancing. It's really mush better. I'm so looking forward to her next performance :)

6PM did perform today on Inkigayo but, I ain't posting them here. Sorry. I'm not wavering because I make up my mind since the day bummie left, I will wait for him no matter how long. Anyway, their videos are uploaded in youtube, you just need to click and search if you wanna watch it.

With love and respect.

You know what, I love dorks.

2009-11-14T11:30:00.002+08:00

Yes, BIGBANG is back with NII photoshoot. I love hidden cam, they rock!

I'm missing some BIGBANG in action lately, and this came in time to quench my thirst. LOL I'm sounding like some vampire. I can see that their pets are overtaking them :) Gaho is so cute, I love the wrinkles on him. I shall not say too much, spazz yourself with their dorkiness but hands off my hubby :D

credit: taijizero1@youtube

I'm seriously falling for JUNG YONG HWA :D He's so ke ai and sweet in the drama. No snatching, in my blog, he's mine. Get it?

Credits:kpopzone01@youtube

I can totally melt in his voice like cheese. XD The title is A Song for a Fool/Because I'm Stupid from episode 12. The mp3 should be out real soon. I shall continue with my spazzing.

credits:identifyalexy@youtube

I found this video randomly, because of the song. My favourite song recently. Listen, a song about fireflies. Sweet.

To xxxx at chatbox, Jiyong is mine too and many other fangirl.

I need to get away from 6PM for a while. Sorry boys, I love you all too but I need to breathe. Just give me some time.

With love and respect.

The gap between us.

2009-11-13T16:19:00.000+08:00

cr:UrAsianSource@yt

Bae totally rock it. I love the dance, see Shawn and Lyle dancing with Bae, it's so cool.

I love the concept of the song and mv, sad yet happy, bitter yet sweet. Mixture of feeling is hitting me again. Maybe it's because 6PM coming back today and there's no bummie. I know that there are people who are against the whole boy cotting thing but please please please spare a thought for us too, if we can do you think we wanna do it. Seeing the boys unhappy is worst then death.

I shall end here for now,
With love and respect.

If 2012 is the end,

2009-11-12T23:36:00.000+08:00

Watched 2012 with Cailin and Peiru today, Totally DAEBAK. Recommend it x1000000, It leads me to think what is there really is this day. Is it the end of the entire human race or a new start for everyone? No matter what, I had it all planned out. If there ever is this day, I would like to die with hubby and bummie, please.

6PM music video is out, I'm not gonna post it here thou and you know why. I hope people will respect pro-boycotters. WE HAVE OUR REASON, and we are not even taking a gun/knife and force them join us. You have your choice and we have ours. So please hold your pieace and kindly SHUTUP. They really piss me off sometimes.

Tomorrow is friday, 13. Good news, Bae song 'Wedding Dress' will be out. Bad news, 6PM comeback. I shall watch it still, not on yt thou. (Notice: I wont be posting any 6PM video here from now on) You can watch it on yt if you want, I won't stop you.

I really hope people will understand us alright. PAYCE.

With love and respect.

Back to you,

2009-11-10T00:42:00.000+08:00

6PM's new track is out. I don't know if you're or not boycotting the album but I'm still giving the link to all of you. Not posting yt video here thou. If you want the song get from me or dl illegally.

CLICK HERE!

With love and respect.

A Boy!

2009-11-09T14:06:00.002+08:00

Good news of the day, hubby gonna release his 4th solo mv today! Can you imagine how excited I am :D It's not out yet but should be SOON. I gotta go school at 4.30 so I hope its out by then! Praying real hard now. I will post it when it's out if I'm home :)

EDITED:

Omgg, I can NEVER get enough of this boy. Hubby is freaky hot here, his hair, outfits all suits him like it will never suit other people again. He made my day :D

credit:UrAsianSource@youtube

Read more HERE!

I post one :D

With love and respect.

Just You and I

2009-11-08T17:13:00.001+08:00

cr:dailykpopnews1@youtube

So proud of her, her live was superd :D

Well done boys :D They never ever fail to make me smile like an idiot. Hubby look so smexy with his hair, I love him BLONDE :D

I have a short diary entry of bummie from hot blood days.

Jaebum’s diary

I wasn’t that surprised this morning…
We didn’t even do anything good and coming to the beach to play, doesn’t make sense…
Since I always exercise, it was manageable…
It seems like the teacher is very good….
Right now, at this time, it seems like I can persevere these hardships…
It’s because I suffered a lot for four years after leaving home…
It’s not like we’re even staying here…
I don’t show it, but honestly, it’s a little….
I must show strength while thinking of the people I love…
Art of Movement!
425*-206 3-10

*: Edmonds, Seattle, area code (reppin his boys back home!)
CREDITS: DAUM (SOURCE); kdrama_queen@2oneday.com (TRANS)
PLEASE TAKE OUT WITH FULL CREDITS!!!

With love and respect.

Heartbeat.

2009-11-07T16:55:00.001+08:00

My heart, it is beating for hubby and bummie. And it will never stop until it's time for me to leave this world.

The video teaser of the album is out, from 2pm official youtube channel. Taec said ALL SEVEN! We want all seven too, taec.

EDITED:

I took then down because I don't wanna add to the viewers rate.

You can download them HERE! But you need to create a account too, if not other user in youtube got upload too.

They look pale and sick in the teaser but don't worry okay, their vital sign are perfectly normal. It's just the makeup. Imagine if bummie's teaser pop out. Just IMGAINE.

With love and respect.

6PM Interview.

2009-11-07T10:15:00.002+08:00

What more can I say? Look at the empty space during the photoshoot. Look at how nobody is there to do the introduction and the ending. It's heartbreaking. Well, at least the boys seems happier. They are showing so much skin here. Junho fall when doing the junp but no injury so don't worry. Bummie name was not mentioned thru the Interview. Not even once. It's as if it's forbidden. A little bit of CF is shown at the end, but I'm not so sure what CF is that.

EDIT: I rewatch the video again. It's a CF on Organic Choco Brownie.

cr: jennylylicious,chaahroo@youtube

Bom will be performing You and I tomorrow on Inkigayo, so remember to watch it. I might post it as soon as I get the video.

With love and respect.

I Was Crazy About You

2009-11-06T22:17:00.003+08:00

EDITED.

The album cover should be like that not the 6 people one. The boys look like they have lose alot of weight. My heart hurts to see that..

I was crazy for you full song.

cr: bwmow3@youtube

I didn't want to listen to it because of the whole boycotting thing, but I can't help but listen to it. I've to say that this song is really nice if bummie voice is in it, it would have been perfect. Right now, something just isn't there. Something is missing.

I cried. Again. I didn't want to but I can't control. Sorry bummie that I couldn't be strong, but I feel muvh better after letting it all out. I will fight on for you and for the boys. As much as I want to order the album, I won't. I will not dl the song either only convert from youtube. No visiting of 2pm, jyp site too. And any other thing that will help 6PM become successful.

I'm sorry for doing that to the boys but maybe, just maybe, they want us to do that too. If any of you want the song please get it from me, I will send to you, so that it doesn't add to the sales or whatsoever.

Lyrics(eng trans) :

She's gone, gone
She's gone, gone
She's gone, gone
She's gone, gone

You're standing up now
You throw aside my hands
The words 'I love you' are still caught in my throat
I didn't even have a chance to greet you yet

As I see your back turned towards me
The whole world feels like it's breaking down
It's all breaking down
All those days we loved

I was crazy for you
I didn't even have a chance to say that
And I let you go

She's getting further away
Love can't be like this to me

It's too hard, I'm tired
Eventually I just let go
The words "If you really loved me, you'd let me go"
I don't hear any of it

The image of your back towards me is engraved into my eyes
It's all breaking down
All those days we loved

I was crazy for you
I didn't even have a chance to say that
And I let you go

She's getting further away
Love can't be like this to me

{RAP}
I couldn't even say that you can't leave
All I am is a fool that can only watch you leave
Going crazier day by day
Never being able to forget you
I can't handle myself
I was crazy for you

I was crazy for you
I didn't even have a chance to say that
And I let you go

She's getting further away
Love can't be like this to me

hazyfiasco@2OD (trans)

End,
With love and respect.

She's gone?

2009-11-05T22:22:00.000+08:00

I don't even want to say anything. Maybe I will blog tmr. For now, I will just post this.

With love and respect

기다리다 지친다..No way.

2009-11-02T15:57:00.000+08:00

6PM teaser is out. The time at 2PM website stops at 1:59. Maybe JYP did hear our calls..Surprisingly, this time I didn't cry as much as I thought I will. I just feel speechless and emotionless. DBSK and SM ent issue seems to be getting worst.

I can't think, no words to describe how I feel.

The song is nice, the album will be nice too. But what's the use when bummie ain't here..

With love and respect.

Maybe it wasn't right from the start.

2009-10-30T17:26:00.006+08:00

I shouldn't have done that, I should have pretend not to know like I didn't see it, like I couldn't see it. I shouldn't have looked at you in the first place, I should have run away.I should have pretended I wasn't listening like I didn't hear it, like I couldn't hear it.I shouldn't have heard your love in the first place.

Without a word you make me know love. Without a word you gave me love. Because you took just a breath and ran away like this. Without a word love leaves me. Withot a word love abandons me. Wondering what to say next, my lips were surprised. Because it came without a word.

With love and respect /:

2009-10-28T22:47:00.000+08:00

Since you went away, hasn't been the same. In my heart what I got is pain.

Big Bang Let Me Hear Your Voice MV

*drools* Hubby freaky HOT here. Okay all of them are. Really like the song. The soft rapping at the end rules :)

2NE1 Bom's You and I MV

Okay, I cried again. It's not exactly a very sad song but the MV.. and maybe because I think of bummie that's why I cried more. I miss him..

With love and respect.

2009-10-26T17:01:00.000+08:00

I just finish watching both Infinity Challenge and Sunday Night with eng subs. My tears kept on flowing out. I really don't know what else I can do to help bummie. Tell me what I can do for him. If I can, I will do everything, anything for him. I never felt this way before. I really really miss him. What am I gonna do without him in 2PM now. Who's gonna lead the boys now?

I want to protect him so much that I could die. It breaks my heart to see him so uneasy infront of the camera. And as much as I miss him and wanna see him, I don't want it this way. The way that make him unhappy and thats the last thing on earth that I want to see. I can wait till he is ready to stand on the stage again. No matter how long, I will wait.

I'm sorry if I bored you with my post but I needed some place to pour things out. I will post the video of IC and Sundaynight.

credits:time2sub2

With love and respect.

2009-10-25T19:57:00.000+08:00

We might find a place in this world someday. But at least for now, I want you to stay.

*deep breathe* I feel so weird nowadays and I don't know why. Maybe it's because of bummie. Things happen too quickly. I've watch Infinity Challenge with my 2PM boys in it earlier on and I can't help crying. It's too difficult for me. The mixture of feeling I'm having. I can't..stop.

Anyway I made this post for hubby and bae. Their performance on inkigayo was superd. Watch it!

Don't say that I'm crazy because I totally love his hair. At least better that the maggie hair last week.

YG apparently brought the whole music video site onto stage, and bae totally rock it. See the 2 back dancer ? They are Shaun and Lyle. Inkigayo owe YG big time man. Anw I think they are on good term, so yeah. Enjoy people.

I'm really sorry for my post which is really getting shorter, but go dkp and read news okay.

With love and respect.

2009-10-23T18:38:00.000+08:00

One less lonely girl.

Wassup.

It's been ages since I last updated this blog and since I have time today, I shall spazz about my boring school life.

It is..

BORING.

Lesson, lesson and still lesson. How I wish I can have a holiday that never end.

Alright, back to kpop topic. Many news about bummie, some good some bad. I really miss him, wish someone could bring me to him or bring him to me. Whichever, whatever. I just wanna take a good look at him and make sure he's doing well and happy. *tears welling up*

I'm sorry for not updating here but you can always go to http://dkpopnews.blogspot.com/ for updates. Or whatever site you people go to. YES! I'm promoting the site because I'm an author there too, check out for ddadar. That's me :)

AND *drumrolls*

MY HUBBY'S 3rd MV FOR HIS SOLO CAME OUT TODAY.

OMOOOOOOOOOO. It's anime concept this time, and I'm super jealous of that cartoon girl in there. SHE KISSED HIM. *faint*

Here's the mv:

ENJOY :D

And bye. I know my post getting shorter but make do with it. SORRY.
With love and respect.

2009-10-20T19:13:00.001+08:00

2009-10-18T00:55:00.000+08:00

DAILY KPOP NEWS @ HERE!

Well, it will take a few days for the actual video to be out. So I asked one of my friends who was also a Singapore Hottest to do a teaser for the flashmob. Some of the hottest who came for the flash mob also took videos and upload them in youtube. This teaser includes cuts during our practise when we were still unfamiliar with the steps. Seriously, I find myself very weird in this teaser.

I will do a summary of what happen today but not into the tiniest details. It will get really boring There's about 50 plus hottest meeting in Orchard which is considered the busiest street in singapore. The plan was to do time stop flashmob from 1:58PM until 2:00PM then a few of us that practise the dance will continue with the dance flashmob.

We managed to get some help from JETSTAR(some sell airplane ticket company) to played music though their speaker for us while in return we help them promote and get all hottest to sign up the subscribtion for them.There were also some Jetstar stuff that actually knows 2Pm and can dance to Kpop. How excited. Kpop is so famous in Singapore now.

And so the flashmob begins when the Jetstar staff says 'Time for 2PM' (something like that) I can't rmb clearly, my mind was kind of blank at that time) So we pose. Like the picture above for 2 min until they played the song.

All the hottest started cheering for us. It was amazing, We didn't expect that at all. We did 3 2PM song chorus. 'I Hate You','Again and Again'. and of course '10 out of 10'. We started dancing. The steps started to come not like when during rehearsal I always miss 3-4 beats. I considered missing only 1 beat improvement for me okay. Anyway, this is like first time in 17 years I'm dancing and it's only for bummie and 2PM alright. We got only less then 24 hour to learn the whole dance, sync everybody and all.

During the molla-ing part some other Hottest started joining in. To speak the truth that make the dance step kind of messy. When we ended the dance we all started chanting PARKJAEBEOM!,PARKJAEBEOM!,PARKJAEBEOM!.. I swear that is like the best moment of my life until now. How I wish Bummie hears it.

After that we help Jetstar with the promotion. We came out with the idea of saying 'Let's go ' then sing and dance to again and again for 4 beats? I'm not too sure bout the maths/: then says 'JETSTAR' and dance and sings 10 out of 10. After that we do Jetstar jump and limbo dance and yeah, while we dance to brown eyed girl. Maybe I should lose weight and take up dancing. Back to topic. After doing that we took photos and ENCORES!

The encore was great we did the whole dance smoothly okay, kind of, I was getting a little too hype behind. After everything end, Some of us head over to cine to eat BBQ Chicken. The food is nice and even nicer when eating with people with same interest. They played 2PM songs on the tv for us, and when I see bummie muscles, I went all random and goes I'm going home alr, full from seeing bummie(I said Jaebeom actually) muscles. And one of them(Elfie) said something about if see bummie real life. I answered that I will faint right away.

Then eat talk eat talk. FREE DESERTS! It's strawberry icecream, I never like strawberry flavoured stuff but because it was really PINK , I polished it off. Yum Yum.

End of my grandma story. Byong~

HERE'S THE TEASER!

CREDITS: THEYcallmedada@YOUTUBE !

Now to credits all the awesome dancer today.Jacq,Stephanie,Elfie, Hidayah, Heyu, Liang Liang, Michelle and me! Let's wait for JYP to contact us okay :)

With love and respect.

2009-10-15T10:40:00.000+08:00

I'm here again :) Just to make one post. BAE's MV IS OUT. Like finally. Definitely the best present for me this year. Thank you YG. He is freaky hot alright and papa Teddy also very hot la. Enjoy the MV :D Btw, there's a bit of his next song 'Wedding dress' at the back of the MV. It's nice also.

:D
With love and respect.