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Sunday, June 27, 2010, 4:27 PM
Kindest boys ever. That's U-Kiss.
Gonna start my fan account of U-Kiss now. No pictures thou. Didn't take much of them. :)Day 1: Saturday, 190610
Stayed overnight at Jacq's place on friday. Got up and had breakfast then I had to go for Korean lessons with Hana. Finished up the present I prepared for the boys with Jacq after my lessons, dinner, and went to IMM to line up.
Not much people around when we were there, around 30 people. Security came and told us that we are nbot allowed overnight Q-ing so we had a deal with them to disperse and come back later. So that's what we did. Went to Mc and I bought happy meal! Came with ginger bread man. It actually make a very annoying sound, and omg I totally love it. Named it Soohyun. :'D
(I'm being really draggy LOL)
After that went back out when the mall was closing. Met with Ris and the rest, sat down and they started telling ghost story. It totally creep me out~ We noticed the girls infront were really loud so we went to asked them if they could keep their volume down politely. They didn't stop after that, so we went again. But oh well, kids. They continued. We were like forget it, but suddenly, they came over with loud music blasting. We tried to talk to them nicely but they acted like Ah Lians, got into a quarrel but we decided to ignore them, and continue with whatever we were doing. They gave up soon after. Kids. LOL
After that one of them was like want us to talked it out, but nothing get into their brain. They don't get our point you see. They even smoke infront of us. I bet they are only 16 okay.
Day 2: Sunday, 200610
Waited till morning for Hana and Nab to come over to "change shift". Me and Jacq were like half dead already. Got back to her house, bath, collected our stuffs and head to the airport. Met Cailin and Sharkfin there. Waited for U-Kiss to come out. :)
I can't really remember this part well, everything passes by too fast, it still haven't get into my head yet. TSo they walked out. There were running and screaming here and there. Soohyun was the first to be out. He's so gorgeous. I cried after they got into their mini-van/bus. The boys kept their smile all the way. That's how nice they're. :')
Rushed back to IMM after that, we were at the front. (Y) Spazz a little here and there while waiting for them. Wrote a post-it with my name on it and also pin a paper with "Soohyun, give ma a Hi-5!" with my KissMe Soohyun badge. xD
When they arrived, the screaming and everything was crazy! Took pictures of them(mostly Soohyun only) but in the end gave up and changed into taking vids so that I can just stare at him. Soohyun's reactions on the atage is priceless. T____T
Got up on the stage for the fansign soo after. Dongho was the first. He smiled to us when we were still at the stairs waiting to go up the stage. Gave him the candy and he smile and said thank you :), I said "Call be Noona" but maybe I was too soft. He didn't hear me. :( Shook his hand and went to next member. I can't actually rmb who was first and 2nd. My mind was dead then. Anyway, Eli said "Thank you, Cynthia~" when I gave him the candy. Kiseop smiled at me when I did. Kibum was totally happy when he see the sweet, Xander told me my eyes is beautiful~, Kevin wrote my name on the album. :') Shook hand with all of them. xD Most imptly Soohyun, I can't even speak when I was infront of him. Just stared at him signing my album. == When he finished signing the album, he looked up and wanted to shake my hand, I put my hand in the way that look like a "No" then he was blur, so I pointed to the note I wrote and said Hi-5 before he got it. Omg now that I think of it..what have I done?! D: After that he shook my hand, saod byebye and I went off the stage. I kept looking from the stair and he saw me then wave to me again. T____T < I was like this after that.
Sticked around until they left after that, then head to Mediacorp for SSS. Big thanks to Cordy for the ticketttts! :'D If it wasn't her, I wouldn't have the chance to go for it already. Ukissmesg passed around balloons when we were inside, wrote my love for Soohyun on it. xD It appeared on TV but super small. == The atmosphere for the whole show was awesome. KissMes are the best! <3 When the boys came out, the screaming doesn't stop. They performed ManManHaNi. Soohyun weared only a vest and we can see his abs whenever he dances. *faints* They did an interview but I can barely hear them because of all the screaming. xD
After the show, I head off to St.James to line up. Jacq wanted to join me after going home to remove her makeup but there were no more last bus/train. :( Luckily there's Ris there. Stayed up the whole night again, then the rest came. I went hoem to bath and got a power nap before heading there again.
(Shall skip straight to the showcase part)
Day 3: Monday, 210610
They performed "Binguel Binguel" first. After the perf, they stand in a row to be interviewed. Soohyun was at my side. :') I waved my balloon and he saw it. He gave a wave to me and I died. But he never looked in my direction after that. T____T
The whole show was awesome. They are so so so so so friendly. Fan service totally the best. Hana shouted to Kiseop "Saraghae" and he look in the direction and mouthed "Me too" in Korean. Eli also said I love you too when Hana shouted, 'Eli, I Love You." Dongho touched Nab hands and she cried. :') Kevin gained another nick by Xander, MERVIN. Kevin hugged Cordy on the stage. I was so happy for her. ;~;
Jacq cried after the showcase because Xander didn't look in her direction at all. :( I cried, but I don't know why I cried. Fail. Went home to rest after that.
Day 4: Tuesday, 220610
This is the day that I will rmb for life.
Woke up at around 10 plus and read news that some girls went up to U-Kiss hotel room and that Soohyun got hurt after going back to the hiotel last night. I losed control and cried. Soohyun have an old injury and they did that. If you really love your idols, you shouldn't hurt them but why? I really can't stop crying when I heardt that. I wish that the one that got hurt was me and not him..
Went airport at 1pm to wait for U-Kiss. Sat at starbuck with Jacq, Hana and Aki . Looked at all the pictures Hana took and cheered up a little. Steph and Cailin came later too.
Walked outside T2 to wait for the boys around 7. Talked with some other KissMes too. Ukissmesg admins came after that. They were talking about forming a human barricade to protect the boys. Cailin and me talked to the security about how they're going to escort the boys in. We kept telling them what happened at the hotel and to keep the boys really safe.
Suddenly some of the ukissmesg girls came over and said they are gonna stand infront of us. I understand that they want to protect the boys. I want them to be safe as much as they do. I'm not even the kind of fan that will scream when I see my fav boys. What I wasn't happy about was how they just came and stood infront of us without telling. I admit I was too much for shouting but I really wasn't happy, and I was super worried about the boys. I hope one of them will see this. I'm really really sorry for shouting at all of you. I'm really sorry. I didn't mean it. I'm sorry.
Anyway, another Steph then said for us to add into the barricade, I can't remember what happened after that. The boys came. We walked in with arms linking to protect them. I sprained my ankle twice, the people infront fall, I fall, people fall on my feet. My feet can't get out. I feel helpless and was crying because I'm worried about the boys. Fans crushing us, throwing presents at the boys. U-Kiss's manager tried to helped me but can't because my feet was stucked. He helped the other girls that fall on my feet, Soohyun hold me and helped me up. I was crying and really helpless. Kept asking the boys to moved on but they still helped us up. After we got up, the boys continued then I fall again, crying there. I can't even walked to send them anymore. Some girls came and helped me to sit at the side, we were all crying. I hugged Gillian and all. Didn't stop crying for around 30 mins. All this time, I'm super worry about the boys. But luckily, they didn't fell or anything.
Although our barricade wasn't that successful, but it will be worst if we didn't do it. Thank you to ukissmesg and the person who came up with the idea. I'm really sorry that I upsetted all of you at first. I really am. I don't know what I can do to make it up. But I'm really sorry.
This will be the end of my fan account. I'm crying right now while recalling what happened. I miss them, I really do. But please DO NOT come to Singapore again. I rather fly to Korea myself.
Thank you for reading and sorry for being so long-winded.
(not gonna write about beast, kinda dissapointed)
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